Please caring me out of these life.

God .. Can i ask what happen to me !

why i felt i'm scare ,annoying, worry, stress, insecure .

I try to clam down myself always. 

I try to blank my mind always.

I try to make everything well always.

Even I tried to lie to myself.

But.. not that really works. 

Sometimes,I really tired.

I just want rest , have a tight sleep.

It is always failed with it.

Insomnia like to stick with me. 

Tears like to drop .

I does not want to look like panda.

I don't want the unhealthy body.

I hate it .I just wanna stop it.

Some impossible requirement i can't make it. 

That i knew always, That why.sorry i have not told you.

And also , sorry for my attitude sometimes. 

That may just a little thing.

I may think too  much or just I'm in moody.

I just want a hug from you.Stay with you.

Apologize that i don't no how to tell the truth .