it 's the Christmas

Merry Christmas to myself and my friends.

Luckily with work , that i won't felt that my Christmas is doing with nothing. 

I miss my Danbokun suddenly. 

I miss that the time ,i can crying anytime, i can just talk, i can just do not accept everything that i dont like. 

Wish i can go back when i was small.

With an empty mind , having those simple happiness. it the best life . 

Farewell party for Kim ,and done my sems 5 .

Finally this is the word which start my article. 

I done my semester 5 'Final Exam'. 

Now is the time to relax myself. to go vacation? or it's only rest at home?

13 days more ..Christmas is coming.. 

1 more month plus ..CNY is coming..

a year and year , passed.

recall back where am i ,what to do at last years for Christmas and CNY.

Going to be 20 years old ..

WOoo.. I'm old ? should i said i 'm a teenager?

Let 's put it a side first.. 

The last day of our Final exam. Was also the day "Kim Jaemin 's farewell party"

Actually, seen when i know you until now..i can just told you , is great you meet you,Korea guy. 

Since, when we knew each other , i forgot .

By the way all the best for you. 

Meet after 3 year when you come back Malaysia. 

If we can ^^ ..Take care . Remember to miss us , miss Malaysia. 

"Picture story time "

The last class we at attend with you. 

Smile=]

I like the design in this shop “ still got my toy there "

Bringing my "eye bag" to attend the party.

done with few study night ,that might occur. 

We smile for our friendship.

The last picture that we took in the farewell party =]

here is all the one who attend the party. We hearing you,Kim. 

Bye , and take care.

Life..It's only time

A day and a day, time like a life. 

Passed can't found back. 

Take my time to do my own thing. 

Final..
Working ..
Fighting..
All the best for myself.

My family i miss you all.
wish to see you all soon.
like to see a baby walking while running in front me.
that the only cutie .

Smile for every time

I need a rest..

For all of the tired thing..

I'm trying to control my situation, my habit even my mood.

Dear my parent ,i know how you worry and caring me.

Seriously , i'm fine. 

I knew you all don't like to told me about those thing..

but always i get knew . 

Don't worry. i still can sustain ..

Although sometimes i can't control and cried, moody, and tired.

It's just a little let me for release. 

Just tell me about anything. We 're one family. 

I still a kid ,a kid that never will growth in your eyes. 

Forever that i'm your child. 

 You are  mine parent.

Your kid is growing up with learning for anything.

But i just want be a little kid in yours heart forever. that enough . =]

A model day for fashion house~

A special day for me. It is the day he give me a photo shooting. 

The nature and only the relax in front of him

However it look ugly or nice. Just relax ^^

For my reader please support this fashion shop.

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The prom night

Its the prom before 2012.

The Twilight of Regalement 

1st time went to Inti prom night , It's no bad .

The bad was , the shirt i want to buy ,let other bought it d.

Make me confuse and busy to find another dress ..

3 hour to find 1 dress.. it's that hard. 

finally, just pick one and go. 

But ,its no really suitable for me. 

Next time,don't do last minutes thing d..so rush ..

It's going .. Bayview beach hotel.

Finally we reached, but still have to wait to go in=.=

We damn hungry d.. 

The first round.. =]

goes to second..

Take up camera, have a smile.

Chit za.. Take a photo with my bii

He is that naked, take down the ugly photo from em >.<

The one who sit beside me ..Keryin=]

It's saw my hand like kinda fat?

My smaller daughter with me ..

Miss Chin ..with us ..

Life..

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be – a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger – but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.

Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are sometimes the most important ones.

If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say.

Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don’t believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make anything you wish of your life. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.

And if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.

Learn a lesson in life each day that you live!

Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.

Think About it? Was it worth it?

It's a painful day

When i felt painful, uncomfortable ..
i hope the one beside me is caring ,comfort me,
but no peik cheik with keep quite and sat there .
it's make me feel painful more.
 tell me later .. after the pain.
 talk in soft?
i did not eat HARD..that will only make me feel like sad .
i just will ..>.< feel scare. T.T

daddy ,mummy
sorry let both of you worry again.
i'll be fine and better.
i dunno why i can't control my tear when i heard yours sound.
missing?worry ?
the time is fast,
both of you are old.
i'm still let you all worries.
I try to be. I promise.
I will no tension on next, but maybe the promise i make it before..
is my invisible pressure.
I'll worry that i can't do it.
by the way , i felt happiness that i got you all.
My dad , mum, and you <3

It's a day

Indoor shooting.. Ist time with so many flash .!

Do not flash on my eye .. It is hurt!

There are some product by Dalton and Ronnie ..

While i'm rest..

Different feeling out from different people.

It's really a portrait

more dramatic feel..

few of it..other can search from their fb. 

It's a tired day..

Saw back these photo..

Recall back.. 

Some of the memory..

Now .. Study ..assignment..test..

i taking 5 subject in this semester ..

I may feel to fall in a big big hole!

That was .. statistic ..finance ..retail marketing..e-commerce..MPW -moral..

Try my best to done all of it..

i just feel so cold now..
Can i have a hug?
i just want someone beside me..

Please caring me out of these life.

God .. Can i ask what happen to me !

why i felt i'm scare ,annoying, worry, stress, insecure .

I try to clam down myself always. 

I try to blank my mind always.

I try to make everything well always.

Even I tried to lie to myself.

But.. not that really works. 

Sometimes,I really tired.

I just want rest , have a tight sleep.

It is always failed with it.

Insomnia like to stick with me. 

Tears like to drop .

I does not want to look like panda.

I don't want the unhealthy body.

I hate it .I just wanna stop it.

Some impossible requirement i can't make it. 

That i knew always, That why.sorry i have not told you.

And also , sorry for my attitude sometimes. 

That may just a little thing.

I may think too  much or just I'm in moody.

I just want a hug from you.Stay with you.

Apologize that i don't no how to tell the truth .

 

Heaven or Hell?

life is weather to heaven or hell..

now seen like i falling in the hell...

Climb !!!! I have to climb up ..

Please don't always think negative ..

blessing it.. all must be okay..

recently .. i having a weird attitude and mood. 

feel like sometimes lost control . 

Arhh... its i going crazy soon?

Yours computer is Male or Female?

Today i found something very interesting .That was test out "your computer is a male or female"?

First ,you have find out "Notepad" is yours computer.
Ps:/ It is inside accessories .

Step 2: Open the notepad and key in CreateObject("SAPI.SpVoice").Speak "I love you"

Step 3:Save the notepad . CTRL+S or go File and press Save .
           Save the notepad as xxx.VBS. For example Maleorfemela.VBS.
           Save as the type with ALL FILE.

Step 4:Go the place you save the folder.  Click in the folder. The it will voice out the word .For example as above it will have the sound of i love you. Then,you hear it is a male or female sound. COMPLETE.

29.7.2011 .. from the first day i born til now 19 years..

It's my day ..

29.7.2011

Thank for all my friends who helps me celebrated .

Thank for all the present .

Thank for the most ..for my guy ..

Photo Story time..

The cause of my shoes not suitable with my shirt + i really need some new shoes ..

So .. i just bought it ..<3

The movie we watched..

But really disappointed >.< 

The ship.. place to take our dinner ..

A great meal ..

Wooo.. look delicious ..taste delicious ..<3

Next time for lobster ^^

after that ,we went for bought something ,and he bring me to seaside?

But .. it is not go for seaside ..its a room...!

Thank for the surprise ..

Actually i really felt happy <3

Group photo <3

Don't miss the one in the Iphone..

A full face of chocolate ..

The picture show who are the murder ..

hahahaa

taste ,smell,look also chocolate..

Thank for all of you.. ^.^ 

i will "礼尚往来"

Girls like..

That was take photo every memorable moment ..

The following photo will be some ..

Cute? scary? Funny?

Cause those was steam ..

with those game and drinks..

See some of the face really red enough ..

The guy who really steam enough ..

What style ,pattern also got ..

Girl turn ..its cute?backside one ..like some ..eee act COOl><

Public love style..

0 til 5 

 okay..our turn..<3

Last photo.. 

Beh tahan those chocolate taste .. bath out d..<3

AGAIN ..

Thank all of my friends who wish me..

Thank all of my friends who help me celebrated ..

Thank those gift from my friends..

THANK FOR MY LOVE ONE..

 Mr. Chuah ..

We enjoy in it ..

The End