Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Life..


Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.
You never know who these people may be – a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger – but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.
Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are sometimes the most important ones.
If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say.
Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don’t believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.
You can make anything you wish of your life. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.
And if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.
Learn a lesson in life each day that you live!
Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.
Think About it? Was it worth it?

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

It's a painful day

When i felt painful, uncomfortable ..
i hope the one beside me is caring ,comfort me,
but no peik cheik with keep quite and sat there .
it's make me feel painful more.
 tell me later .. after the pain.
 talk in soft?
i did not eat HARD..that will only make me feel like sad .
i just will ..>.< feel scare. T.T

daddy ,mummy
sorry let both of you worry again.
i'll be fine and better.
i dunno why i can't control my tear when i heard yours sound.
missing?worry ?
the time is fast,
both of you are old.
i'm still let you all worries.
I try to be. I promise.
I will no tension on next, but maybe the promise i make it before..
is my invisible pressure.
I'll worry that i can't do it.
by the way , i felt happiness that i got you all.
My dad , mum, and you <3

Friday, September 23, 2011

It's a day


Indoor shooting.. Ist time with so many flash .!
Do not flash on my eye .. It is hurt!


There are some product by Dalton and Ronnie ..

While i'm rest..


Different feeling out from different people.

It's really a portrait



more dramatic feel..

few of it..other can search from their fb. 
It's a tired day..
Saw back these photo..
Recall back.. 
Some of the memory..

Now .. Study ..assignment..test..
i taking 5 subject in this semester ..
I may feel to fall in a big big hole!
That was .. statistic ..finance ..retail marketing..e-commerce..MPW -moral..
Try my best to done all of it..

Friday, September 9, 2011

i just feel so cold now..
Can i have a hug?
i just want someone beside me..

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Please caring me out of these life.

God .. Can i ask what happen to me !
why i felt i'm scare ,annoying, worry, stress, insecure .
I try to clam down myself always. 
I try to blank my mind always.
I try to make everything well always.
Even I tried to lie to myself.
But.. not that really works. 


Sometimes,I really tired.
I just want rest , have a tight sleep.
It is always failed with it.
Insomnia like to stick with me. 
Tears like to drop .
I does not want to look like panda.
I don't want the unhealthy body.
I hate it .I just wanna stop it.
Some impossible requirement i can't make it. 
That i knew always, That why.sorry i have not told you.
And also , sorry for my attitude sometimes. 
That may just a little thing.
I may think too  much or just I'm in moody.
I just want a hug from you.Stay with you.
Apologize that i don't no how to tell the truth .