My heart feel some bitter pain..

I'm tired with the tired life..
Can i just stop worry this and that..
i tried to stop thinking ,relax my mine ,use another thing to replace .
I can enjoy when i'm doing my thing .. but once i stop and lying on  the bed ..
What the stupid matter all are pop -up in my brain.
I worry , that is only one call too much !
I can't help one little thing .. one only call useless!
haha.. what should i suppose to do?

I need caring, But i dont want make any trouble to other .
i worry you too, but you always said nothing to me.
when you let me feel that you unhappy , but always was told me nothing ~
fine, you dont like to said .. i will no force you. it's your choice . Like you said.

i'm a selfish girl .. Always ..always .. always..
from starting i'm until now too ..
I'm a girl who need much caring ..
from starting i need until now too..
I'm a girl who willful ,stubborn ..always i'm
The note i wrote that what am i .
You should knew it.
Once i said i love you.
That means i will really love you.

the night is dark ,
finally i found a legal sleeping pills ..
its just have some painful and uncomfortable.
But i hope i can get a nice dream at night , and no more monster and breaking screen ..

Night people ..