My heart feel some bitter pain..

I'm tired with the tired life..
Can i just stop worry this and that..
i tried to stop thinking ,relax my mine ,use another thing to replace .
I can enjoy when i'm doing my thing .. but once i stop and lying on  the bed ..
What the stupid matter all are pop -up in my brain.
I worry , that is only one call too much !
I can't help one little thing .. one only call useless!
haha.. what should i suppose to do?

I need caring, But i dont want make any trouble to other .
i worry you too, but you always said nothing to me.
when you let me feel that you unhappy , but always was told me nothing ~
fine, you dont like to said .. i will no force you. it's your choice . Like you said.

i'm a selfish girl .. Always ..always .. always..
from starting i'm until now too ..
I'm a girl who need much caring ..
from starting i need until now too..
I'm a girl who willful ,stubborn ..always i'm
The note i wrote that what am i .
You should knew it.
Once i said i love you.
That means i will really love you.

the night is dark ,
finally i found a legal sleeping pills ..
its just have some painful and uncomfortable.
But i hope i can get a nice dream at night , and no more monster and breaking screen ..

Night people ..

2012 i hope is a great year ~

16.01.2012

I'm writing my first article to this blog for 2012. 

In the dark and it's only got brightness from the laptop,its even can't saw what am i tapping . 

A brand new year , must have some new wish and hope.

Happy is the best, it is only that simple for me. If can make it. 

However something is no that i expect. 

It is also i get some disappointed but i can do nothing . 

Hope that be better , and all will be okay..

A new year, AM i still is MINE?

Perhaps is going to be same like last time ?

I hope i can just be myself. 

No to change for anything . 

Today had been so touching and missing for my friends . 

when i was have a called with her. 

sometimes thing was been so long in heart.

Dunno how to share with the people who with me . 

With the busy work and tired life . 

I think that enough for him 

Sometimes when tell out all the thing , heart will like get release . 

Just like sometimes i looking the start and enjoy the moment .

Natural is most beauty always .

but sometimes, its only certain people know how to treasure it. 

THE END from XiioTong.

it 's the Christmas

Merry Christmas to myself and my friends.

Luckily with work , that i won't felt that my Christmas is doing with nothing. 

I miss my Danbokun suddenly. 

I miss that the time ,i can crying anytime, i can just talk, i can just do not accept everything that i dont like. 

Wish i can go back when i was small.

With an empty mind , having those simple happiness. it the best life . 

Farewell party for Kim ,and done my sems 5 .

Finally this is the word which start my article. 

I done my semester 5 'Final Exam'. 

Now is the time to relax myself. to go vacation? or it's only rest at home?

13 days more ..Christmas is coming.. 

1 more month plus ..CNY is coming..

a year and year , passed.

recall back where am i ,what to do at last years for Christmas and CNY.

Going to be 20 years old ..

WOoo.. I'm old ? should i said i 'm a teenager?

Let 's put it a side first.. 

The last day of our Final exam. Was also the day "Kim Jaemin 's farewell party"

Actually, seen when i know you until now..i can just told you , is great you meet you,Korea guy. 

Since, when we knew each other , i forgot .

By the way all the best for you. 

Meet after 3 year when you come back Malaysia. 

If we can ^^ ..Take care . Remember to miss us , miss Malaysia. 

"Picture story time "

The last class we at attend with you. 

Smile=]

I like the design in this shop “ still got my toy there "

Bringing my "eye bag" to attend the party.

done with few study night ,that might occur. 

We smile for our friendship.

The last picture that we took in the farewell party =]

here is all the one who attend the party. We hearing you,Kim. 

Bye , and take care.

Life..It's only time

A day and a day, time like a life. 

Passed can't found back. 

Take my time to do my own thing. 

Final..
Working ..
Fighting..
All the best for myself.

My family i miss you all.
wish to see you all soon.
like to see a baby walking while running in front me.
that the only cutie .

Smile for every time

I need a rest..

For all of the tired thing..

I'm trying to control my situation, my habit even my mood.

Dear my parent ,i know how you worry and caring me.

Seriously , i'm fine. 

I knew you all don't like to told me about those thing..

but always i get knew . 

Don't worry. i still can sustain ..

Although sometimes i can't control and cried, moody, and tired.

It's just a little let me for release. 

Just tell me about anything. We 're one family. 

I still a kid ,a kid that never will growth in your eyes. 

Forever that i'm your child. 

 You are  mine parent.

Your kid is growing up with learning for anything.

But i just want be a little kid in yours heart forever. that enough . =]

A model day for fashion house~

A special day for me. It is the day he give me a photo shooting. 

The nature and only the relax in front of him

However it look ugly or nice. Just relax ^^

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The prom night

Its the prom before 2012.

The Twilight of Regalement 

1st time went to Inti prom night , It's no bad .

The bad was , the shirt i want to buy ,let other bought it d.

Make me confuse and busy to find another dress ..

3 hour to find 1 dress.. it's that hard. 

finally, just pick one and go. 

But ,its no really suitable for me. 

Next time,don't do last minutes thing d..so rush ..

It's going .. Bayview beach hotel.

Finally we reached, but still have to wait to go in=.=

We damn hungry d.. 

The first round.. =]

goes to second..

Take up camera, have a smile.

Chit za.. Take a photo with my bii

He is that naked, take down the ugly photo from em >.<

The one who sit beside me ..Keryin=]

It's saw my hand like kinda fat?

My smaller daughter with me ..

Miss Chin ..with us ..