爱呢？

心里那不舒服的感觉让我无法入睡，
所谓的安全感，完全失去了。
能做的，我都会试着去做，
爱，不简单。
我选择了爱，就该对爱负起责任。
希望你也是。
不管多困难，我都愿意去尝试。
我保证的我会做，青但请我点时间，我需要时间。
一连再的发生事情，到后来我得到都是责备。
而不是关心。在乎的是什么？我不懂。

彤··加油吧··

会没事的··

相信自己··因为··只有你自己知道··

我抗拒的那感觉··我一定会赢··

这次··我不会认输··

我会忍声吞下··

就算再难吃··我还是吃了··

少了你在我身边··是真的少了份力量··

但我无话可说···

就自己忍痛吧··我总要面对··那可怕的东西··

是迟或早罢了··希望这次··我能打败病魔··就没下次了··

我真的不喜欢···side effect!


加油···

那个讨厌的东西，又在来了。

看着那一大堆讨厌的东西，好累。

很害怕又有什么幸苦的后果？

总就还得照做。

在我再次的幸苦，再次的无助。

不懂你还不会不会在我傍边陪着我。

安慰我，关心我

这下，我沉默了。

那些讨厌的东西让我没力气去看了。

你可以陪着我吗？

放心不勉强你·

你放心，你也不会懂。

晕眩带走了我，但麻醉不了我的心。

真希望，它们可以让我好好睡一觉。

起来后一切都好了。

18.5.2010

The blog owner "

XiioTong

It's ready to go out , Its time to school.

A week holiday..FINISHED!!!
Finally my stress gone. assignment was pass up and done!

When wake in the early morning [Its going 6 a.m]

feel damn tired , have no enough sleep for me.

This few night , i had lost sleep>.<

I'm really tired , so tired but my spirit !

Haiz..lying on the bed. Waiting for SLEEP!

So in the afternoon i have take a small nap..

damn tired . after nap feel better a lot.

Have open my computer , upload the picture to my document .

the picture that i had take with my dear ~

In the car on the way go home. 

The back of my guy..

Like his hair colour so much, Its nice really..^ ^ 

and the new hair style..its chubby..

However,its nice.

I'm going to dye my hair soon..

But still consider with what colour i need to choose.

Like it..

Enough..…＾＾time to go home..

Today was my guy fetch me back..

what the cool style he has when drove.

Now.the time for sleep..

tonight i must get sleep tight please..

Good night My guy and all of my reader.

 

Love you ❤

!!!

Suddenly, my mood all gone..

log in the password if you want read this article ..

    the girl name

B zai

Today i had accompany my brother went to hospital.

Purpose: fetched my sis-in law with B Zai came back.

Then I became the driver . Because,my Brother wanted to carry his's B zai .

Then impossible ask my sis- in law drove .So that why i became Driver.

Bzai damn cute.But when talked to him,really make us contradiction.

Cause , Elderly said: Pantang to said the baby anything good,its will became opposite.

Cute=No cute

Beauty=Very ugly 

Clever=Idiot 

ha..damn contradiction like that.

have to show off some picture let my reader to take a look.

what my the cutie look .

^ ^ ..

B zai really so small..

so chubby .

When 1st time carry B zai.

Brother with B zai

B zai with His's dad!

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About mine !!!

My holidays was gone day by day.

my assignment has no done yet!

when can i done it.

headache with it..confuse ><

Can i settle it as fast as.If not really feel So uncomfortable .

Today totally have less contact with my dear.

hm.Miss you ne.

So late d..1-07 a.m now .

Its time for sleep.

So tired . but wont so sleepy .

hope i wont lost sleep!!!

To all my reader. Sleep Tight o .

Night.

Muackz..

[TH3 3ND]

7.5.2010

Just now i had went to hospital ..to saw my baby nephew d..

its so chubby?

only 2.8 kg his have ~

^^

Thank for dear fetch me there..

but when we back..

damn stuck !

My dear..gonna crazy with that..

but i had saw some ..so Cutie action..

haa..its funny la.. dear..

but at last..i also need drive alone back my home..

damn hungry and tired..

today dunno what was happen !

Get gastric twice..

have a time i din't have it d..

now again!still twice..

>.

backing my house when drove..again !!!

Wuuu! T.T

please far away from me..

 gonna start my busy life..in my HOLIDAYS!!!!

really damn shit..

from now on!

i have a lot of thing need to done!

1st for my assignment ..

english assignment , marketing assignment , management assignment..

after holiday ..addition 1 more account ><

2nd for keeping room..i need it be tidy..

before exam..have no time to keep it..

3rd for need do treatment for my hair..

long time i dint do it..my hair so CHAM!!

4th..i gonna take my dinner now,damn hungry..

stop here 1st..

bye all..

6.5.2010！

Sudden i felt whim to wrote my blog..

my life ..day by day passed ..

Seen like so fast..my college life almost go in the third month .

i had pass through my 1st test..

and the assignment was came together for few subject ..

3 assignment ..i need to done it..

and 1 more will start after holiday ..

next week is my holiday ..break for 1 week..

Hoho..Hey ..I need done my assignment in the time..

Today have a Good News ..

It was add a new members in Ng 's family..

My sis in law ..was became Mother..

Kor ..became Daddy..

My daddy became ..Ah Gong..

My Mummy ..became Ah Ma..

And me..Become Gu Gu..Aunty jor..

Haiz..its good or bad?

Seen like old d..

haa..however ..that both of them was safety ..

I have a baby boy nephew ..

Hm..I can't directly went hospital to visit baby boy..

hm..its fine..tomorrow i'll be there..

You wait me..Baby boy^^

Just finished our class..

I went to take my dinner as Tomyam Mee.

With my classmate..and also My guy..

 having a damn spicy mee..but tasty ..

haa..so contradiction..

 spicy ..somemore ate ..still want talk so much..

Just now ..went home ..Ting was call my skype..

Miss you so much my girl..

Incidentally，told you about the good news there..

Hoho..when you wanna born a baby too??

i waiting be Gan Ma Ma..hehee..

Sure baby so beauty ..if you born..

cause have a handsome daddy and beauty mummy..

^^..

The picture..Capture in webcam in front of ting..

still need laugh by her..said i act chubby..gaaa..

i'm normally wont be that la..

dunno who act cute at there 1st..

haaa..

Tomorrow having 11 a.m class..

So to all my reader..

Gonna said bye at here d..

i miss my bed now..

Going meeting with Mr.Chew d..

haa..SO..Tata..

Will stop here..

Everyone good night o..

My dear..night ..sleep tight ya..

Muackz..Love you..❤

[The 3nd]