thinking?

thinking thinking thinking .. 

Life was always like that?

Sometimes i feel the world is unfair , but there are somebody is even more worst than me.
I told myself .nothing is impossible ,go ahead so what also i can pass through.
Sometimes i feel i'm so trouble for everything /everyone. Should i said i'm glad to be there trouble?
Sometimes i feel i just need some luck i can even go better. Appreciate what i have it now.
Do not blaming so much, think the way to solve the problem will be better.

There are not big deal in life.
When trouble come in, find the way to solve it.
When getting hurt, close my eyes tell myself i'm fine.
When getting lost, i have to tell myself the way out is always in front.
When tears drop down, let it go i will feel better than good enough.

我想要的家不是这样的。

我想要的家呢？
为什么就不能好好和别人相处吗？
为什么就不能互相容忍吗？
每个都不小了，是不是我们都应该了解生性
为什么整天要搞到长辈不开心·
每一次回到家，都觉得家里很温暖少了在外的压力。
但是，总会有些事情发生弄到我都不想回来了。
顿时觉得，天天或者在这个家的人不是更痛苦吗。
拜托吧，希望好好解决问题。我们还是一家人。
一家人本来就应该开开心心，不管是吃鲍鱼燕窝还是咸鱼白粥。
要计较那么多吗？
真希望有个像以前一样的家。

我爱的爸爸妈妈

世界会有我们的存在就是有了爸爸和妈妈才有我们。

我们是他们的最爱，最疼，最珍惜的人。

妈妈怀胎10月把我们产下，多少辛酸和痛楚只有爸妈懂。

把我们养育成人，从怀胎到长大。

爸爸和妈妈花了多少的心思，时间和精神在我们的身上。

看着我们慢慢的一步一步的成长，在这成长过程中，我们曾让他们受气，伤心和失望。

帮我们洗衣服，为我们吃饭，帮我们冲凉，教会我们道理。

难免会有的吵架，唠叨，责骂，哄骗，这难道不是他们的关心吗？

父母也是人，也有脾气和性格。他们也会生气，也会讨厌。

偶尔他们也会为了孩子或事情争论吵架。

孩子的存在，让他们生活多了更多的喜怒哀乐。

这就是人生啊。

看到我们的成功，他们也表露了那心满的笑容。

但是健健康康和快快乐乐的长大是他们唯一的期望。

如今虽然我们都大了，自己也生儿育女了，不需要他们的照顾了。

但是在他们的心里，我们永远是他们最疼爱，最乖的孩子。我们永远都像个小孩一样。

其实他们也渐渐的老了，白发也出来了，岁月痕迹瞒不了人。

我们该做的，也是我们唯一能做的就是对他们表示感激和感恩。

不管世界变成怎么样社会变成不一样，校训永远不会变。

孝顺他们，并不是一定要赚大钱，而是一颗心。

一颗孝顺懂得感恩的心，是时候到我们养他们。

让他们安心快乐，不必在为我操心和害怕。

让爸妈都知道我们长大了，会自己照顾自己了，是时候让我们照顾他们了。

Online shopping day .

I have follow a website which is Hermo . 

Click here ==> http://www.hermo.my

There is all Original and the price is lower than the market.

You guy can really take a look from there. 

This is part of the website .Furthermore there are few top brand to let you choose . 

 

Overall Top side .

Brand in Hermo , and more.. 

So i'm purchased few product from there . It is free shipping and quite efficiency. 

Except their system come out some problem cant detect what type of mask that i had choose. 

They have send a text message and asked me for the purchase information. 

So the next 2 day , the product is in front of my house. 

 Estee Lauder Product =]

A mask combination box ~ include 10 mask which can choose by our self =] 

Satisfied for the day . END 

A day i'm coming home

Coming home i'm coming home.. 

Tell the world I'm COMING HOME! 

A day that my family pick me up from Penang .. 

What we did??

The time while waiting my family.. 

It's really too boring ><

^. <  girl always like that.. this the thing we do when boring.

The nail done at last night .. 

my first time Polka Dot nail art design by MYself.

Must capture up =.= 

Then finally they reached ..

HOWEVER! 

It's a raining day but good for the temperature ..

I like it..^^

First thing to do was EAT..

Santorini Cafe 爱琴海

the food is nice and the price is reasonable. 

suitable for take in every meal~

What to do while waiting food ?

Take up few picture with my little handsome boy . 

then? 

All come in together>< 

okay let's do it ~

My little boy "Mong" face.

After that we went for Chew Tian Yang Aquarium 

I saw my my my "dream" dog ><

Pomeranian .. there was two there..

Since i promise myself, no now to feed it.

due to that i still cant feed myself thus i'm no able to feed them><

Mummy told me to buy a pair on next time.

If not they will feel lonely..

Mummy It is expensive a!!!

There is no allow to take any photo ..

So, we just walk around bring my little boy see all the animal.

he was curious and scare ><

but it is so cute =]

Next stop ..

Jing Shi Book Store.. 静思书轩 

A place of 慈济 ..

It is a nice play for study just like a library.

Must keep quite and keep down your voice..

There was a Drama show . 

But , it is quite boring><

However i learned something .

  

End up with driving home =] 

Our last destination.. 

Bye Diploma and Hi Degree!

My degree life is start from two days after my diploma last semester final exam.

What kind of rushed that we had make. 

From my expect i will though that degree will start after 2 month of my diploma unless we get some rest and relax . 

To have enough time to pack up the mood that we have to separate with each other ..
The people that we used to study ,learning have joy together in these 2 years.
A farewell to said Bye Bye to all.. How sad and not willing to let go other.
There no choice ,everyone have to fight for their own future.

In third week of degree life i felt uneasy or i'm not really used to be .
The tutorial as assessment is torturing me like hell. It's stress up me.
I have to adjust my lifestyle and learning style to adapt my degree life and follow the step!
Hope to have all the best on my degree life and my other Ex-classmate have bright future~

My classmate ..

Today classmate, tomorrow friends 

It's not the end for us, we will meet up in future ^^

Street Walk 2012 !

Here we go Street Walk .

12/7/2012

The crazy move that we have done!

From Penang Road - Jetty - UPR - Penag Road .. 2pm to 7 pm 

5 hour street walk.. seriously this will be list in my craziness memories.

It's really crazy and unbelievable , but WE DID IT ! 

However the leg is going to break and skin going to black .

It might be once in my life but it is enough to be a incredible memory for me. 

Epic Photo =]

Kaithlynn .. 

Next , Qi Xun with the bicycle . 

Ying Suan your turn .. RUNNNN!!!!

The 3 Girls..

Ciong ahhhh!!!!

Kelly> Theresa < Ying Suan 

Starwars ONLINE !!!

Jebez Versus Jian Wei

Other photo will be upload in facebook =]

Tissue cover

Yeoh Siew Wei !!

That Its!

My heart feel some bitter pain..

I'm tired with the tired life..
Can i just stop worry this and that..
i tried to stop thinking ,relax my mine ,use another thing to replace .
I can enjoy when i'm doing my thing .. but once i stop and lying on  the bed ..
What the stupid matter all are pop -up in my brain.
I worry , that is only one call too much !
I can't help one little thing .. one only call useless!
haha.. what should i suppose to do?

I need caring, But i dont want make any trouble to other .
i worry you too, but you always said nothing to me.
when you let me feel that you unhappy , but always was told me nothing ~
fine, you dont like to said .. i will no force you. it's your choice . Like you said.

i'm a selfish girl .. Always ..always .. always..
from starting i'm until now too ..
I'm a girl who need much caring ..
from starting i need until now too..
I'm a girl who willful ,stubborn ..always i'm
The note i wrote that what am i .
You should knew it.
Once i said i love you.
That means i will really love you.

the night is dark ,
finally i found a legal sleeping pills ..
its just have some painful and uncomfortable.
But i hope i can get a nice dream at night , and no more monster and breaking screen ..

Night people ..

2012 i hope is a great year ~

16.01.2012

I'm writing my first article to this blog for 2012. 

In the dark and it's only got brightness from the laptop,its even can't saw what am i tapping . 

A brand new year , must have some new wish and hope.

Happy is the best, it is only that simple for me. If can make it. 

However something is no that i expect. 

It is also i get some disappointed but i can do nothing . 

Hope that be better , and all will be okay..

A new year, AM i still is MINE?

Perhaps is going to be same like last time ?

I hope i can just be myself. 

No to change for anything . 

Today had been so touching and missing for my friends . 

when i was have a called with her. 

sometimes thing was been so long in heart.

Dunno how to share with the people who with me . 

With the busy work and tired life . 

I think that enough for him 

Sometimes when tell out all the thing , heart will like get release . 

Just like sometimes i looking the start and enjoy the moment .

Natural is most beauty always .

but sometimes, its only certain people know how to treasure it. 

THE END from XiioTong.

it 's the Christmas

Merry Christmas to myself and my friends.

Luckily with work , that i won't felt that my Christmas is doing with nothing. 

I miss my Danbokun suddenly. 

I miss that the time ,i can crying anytime, i can just talk, i can just do not accept everything that i dont like. 

Wish i can go back when i was small.

With an empty mind , having those simple happiness. it the best life . 

Farewell party for Kim ,and done my sems 5 .

Finally this is the word which start my article. 

I done my semester 5 'Final Exam'. 

Now is the time to relax myself. to go vacation? or it's only rest at home?

13 days more ..Christmas is coming.. 

1 more month plus ..CNY is coming..

a year and year , passed.

recall back where am i ,what to do at last years for Christmas and CNY.

Going to be 20 years old ..

WOoo.. I'm old ? should i said i 'm a teenager?

Let 's put it a side first.. 

The last day of our Final exam. Was also the day "Kim Jaemin 's farewell party"

Actually, seen when i know you until now..i can just told you , is great you meet you,Korea guy. 

Since, when we knew each other , i forgot .

By the way all the best for you. 

Meet after 3 year when you come back Malaysia. 

If we can ^^ ..Take care . Remember to miss us , miss Malaysia. 

"Picture story time "

The last class we at attend with you. 

Smile=]

I like the design in this shop “ still got my toy there "

Bringing my "eye bag" to attend the party.

done with few study night ,that might occur. 

We smile for our friendship.

The last picture that we took in the farewell party =]

here is all the one who attend the party. We hearing you,Kim. 

Bye , and take care.

Life..It's only time

A day and a day, time like a life. 

Passed can't found back. 

Take my time to do my own thing. 

Final..
Working ..
Fighting..
All the best for myself.

My family i miss you all.
wish to see you all soon.
like to see a baby walking while running in front me.
that the only cutie .

Smile for every time

I need a rest..

For all of the tired thing..

I'm trying to control my situation, my habit even my mood.

Dear my parent ,i know how you worry and caring me.

Seriously , i'm fine. 

I knew you all don't like to told me about those thing..

but always i get knew . 

Don't worry. i still can sustain ..

Although sometimes i can't control and cried, moody, and tired.

It's just a little let me for release. 

Just tell me about anything. We 're one family. 

I still a kid ,a kid that never will growth in your eyes. 

Forever that i'm your child. 

 You are  mine parent.

Your kid is growing up with learning for anything.

But i just want be a little kid in yours heart forever. that enough . =]

A model day for fashion house~

A special day for me. It is the day he give me a photo shooting. 

The nature and only the relax in front of him

However it look ugly or nice. Just relax ^^

For my reader please support this fashion shop.

http://www.facebook.com/myfashionlover

The prom night

Its the prom before 2012.

The Twilight of Regalement 

1st time went to Inti prom night , It's no bad .

The bad was , the shirt i want to buy ,let other bought it d.

Make me confuse and busy to find another dress ..

3 hour to find 1 dress.. it's that hard. 

finally, just pick one and go. 

But ,its no really suitable for me. 

Next time,don't do last minutes thing d..so rush ..

It's going .. Bayview beach hotel.

Finally we reached, but still have to wait to go in=.=

We damn hungry d.. 

The first round.. =]

goes to second..

Take up camera, have a smile.

Chit za.. Take a photo with my bii

He is that naked, take down the ugly photo from em >.<

The one who sit beside me ..Keryin=]

It's saw my hand like kinda fat?

My smaller daughter with me ..

Miss Chin ..with us ..

Life..

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be – a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger – but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.

Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are sometimes the most important ones.

If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say.

Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don’t believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make anything you wish of your life. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.

And if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.

Learn a lesson in life each day that you live!

Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.

Think About it? Was it worth it?

It's a painful day

When i felt painful, uncomfortable ..
i hope the one beside me is caring ,comfort me,
but no peik cheik with keep quite and sat there .
it's make me feel painful more.
 tell me later .. after the pain.
 talk in soft?
i did not eat HARD..that will only make me feel like sad .
i just will ..>.< feel scare. T.T

daddy ,mummy
sorry let both of you worry again.
i'll be fine and better.
i dunno why i can't control my tear when i heard yours sound.
missing?worry ?
the time is fast,
both of you are old.
i'm still let you all worries.
I try to be. I promise.
I will no tension on next, but maybe the promise i make it before..
is my invisible pressure.
I'll worry that i can't do it.
by the way , i felt happiness that i got you all.
My dad , mum, and you <3

It's a day

Indoor shooting.. Ist time with so many flash .!

Do not flash on my eye .. It is hurt!

There are some product by Dalton and Ronnie ..

While i'm rest..

Different feeling out from different people.

It's really a portrait

more dramatic feel..

few of it..other can search from their fb. 

It's a tired day..

Saw back these photo..

Recall back.. 

Some of the memory..

Now .. Study ..assignment..test..

i taking 5 subject in this semester ..

I may feel to fall in a big big hole!

That was .. statistic ..finance ..retail marketing..e-commerce..MPW -moral..

Try my best to done all of it..