[[XiioTong 's Aspiration]]

2012 i hope is a great year ~

2012-01-15T09:52:00.000-08:00

16.01.2012

I'm writing my first article to this blog for 2012.

In the dark and it's only got brightness from the laptop,its even can't saw what am i tapping .

A brand new year , must have some new wish and hope.

Happy is the best, it is only that simple for me. If can make it.

However something is no that i expect.

It is also i get some disappointed but i can do nothing .

Hope that be better , and all will be okay..

A new year, AM i still is MINE?

Perhaps is going to be same like last time ?

I hope i can just be myself.

No to change for anything .

Today had been so touching and missing for my friends .

when i was have a called with her.

sometimes thing was been so long in heart.

Dunno how to share with the people who with me .

With the busy work and tired life .

I think that enough for him

Sometimes when tell out all the thing , heart will like get release .

Just like sometimes i looking the start and enjoy the moment .

Natural is most beauty always .

but sometimes, its only certain people know how to treasure it.

THE END from XiioTong.

it 's the Christmas

2011-12-26T03:36:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to myself and my friends.

Luckily with work , that i won't felt that my Christmas is doing with nothing.

I miss my Danbokun suddenly.

I miss that the time ,i can crying anytime, i can just talk, i can just do not accept everything that i dont like.

Wish i can go back when i was small.

With an empty mind , having those simple happiness. it the best life .

Farewell party for Kim ,and done my sems 5 .

2011-12-12T06:49:00.000-08:00

Finally this is the word which start my article.

I done my semester 5 'Final Exam'.

Now is the time to relax myself. to go vacation? or it's only rest at home?

13 days more ..Christmas is coming..

1 more month plus ..CNY is coming..

a year and year , passed.

recall back where am i ,what to do at last years for Christmas and CNY.

Going to be 20 years old ..

WOoo.. I'm old ? should i said i 'm a teenager?

Let 's put it a side first..

The last day of our Final exam. Was also the day "Kim Jaemin 's farewell party"

Actually, seen when i know you until now..i can just told you , is great you meet you,Korea guy.

Since, when we knew each other , i forgot .

By the way all the best for you.

Meet after 3 year when you come back Malaysia.

If we can ^^ ..Take care . Remember to miss us , miss Malaysia.

"Picture story time "

The last class we at attend with you.

Smile=]

I like the design in this shop “ still got my toy there "

Bringing my "eye bag" to attend the party.

done with few study night ,that might occur.

We smile for our friendship.

The last picture that we took in the farewell party =]

here is all the one who attend the party. We hearing you,Kim.

Bye , and take care.

Life..It's only time

2011-11-23T08:30:00.000-08:00

A day and a day, time like a life.

Passed can't found back.

Take my time to do my own thing.

Final..
Working ..
Fighting..
All the best for myself.

My family i miss you all.
wish to see you all soon.
like to see a baby walking while running in front me.
that the only cutie .

Smile for every time

2011-11-03T06:44:00.001-07:00

I need a rest..

For all of the tired thing..

I'm trying to control my situation, my habit even my mood.

Dear my parent ,i know how you worry and caring me.

Seriously , i'm fine.

I knew you all don't like to told me about those thing..

but always i get knew .

Don't worry. i still can sustain ..

Although sometimes i can't control and cried, moody, and tired.

It's just a little let me for release.

Just tell me about anything. We 're one family.

I still a kid ,a kid that never will growth in your eyes.

Forever that i'm your child.

You are mine parent.

Your kid is growing up with learning for anything.

But i just want be a little kid in yours heart forever. that enough . =]

A model day for fashion house~

2011-11-03T06:44:00.000-07:00

A special day for me. It is the day he give me a photo shooting.

The nature and only the relax in front of him

However it look ugly or nice. Just relax ^^

For my reader please support this fashion shop.

http://www.facebook.com/myfashionlover

The prom night

2011-10-04T08:10:00.000-07:00

Its the prom before 2012.

The Twilight of Regalement

1st time went to Inti prom night , It's no bad .

The bad was , the shirt i want to buy ,let other bought it d.

Make me confuse and busy to find another dress ..

3 hour to find 1 dress.. it's that hard.

finally, just pick one and go.

But ,its no really suitable for me.

Next time,don't do last minutes thing d..so rush ..

It's going .. Bayview beach hotel.

Finally we reached, but still have to wait to go in=.=

We damn hungry d..

The first round.. =]

goes to second..

Take up camera, have a smile.

Chit za.. Take a photo with my bii

He is that naked, take down the ugly photo from em >.<

The one who sit beside me ..Keryin=]

It's saw my hand like kinda fat?

My smaller daughter with me ..

Miss Chin ..with us ..

Life..

2011-09-28T07:30:00.000-07:00

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be – a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger – but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.

Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are sometimes the most important ones.

If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say.

Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don’t believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make anything you wish of your life. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.

And if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.

Learn a lesson in life each day that you live!

Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.

Think About it? Was it worth it?

It's a painful day

2011-09-27T08:24:00.000-07:00

When i felt painful, uncomfortable ..
i hope the one beside me is caring ,comfort me,
but no peik cheik with keep quite and sat there .
it's make me feel painful more.
tell me later .. after the pain.
talk in soft?
i did not eat HARD..that will only make me feel like sad .
i just will ..>.< feel scare. T.T

daddy ,mummy
sorry let both of you worry again.
i'll be fine and better.
i dunno why i can't control my tear when i heard yours sound.
missing?worry ?
the time is fast,
both of you are old.
i'm still let you all worries.
I try to be. I promise.
I will no tension on next, but maybe the promise i make it before..
is my invisible pressure.
I'll worry that i can't do it.
by the way , i felt happiness that i got you all.
My dad , mum, and you <3

It's a day

2011-09-23T09:53:00.000-07:00

Indoor shooting.. Ist time with so many flash .!

Do not flash on my eye .. It is hurt!

There are some product by Dalton and Ronnie ..

While i'm rest..

Different feeling out from different people.

It's really a portrait

more dramatic feel..

few of it..other can search from their fb.

It's a tired day..

Saw back these photo..

Recall back..

Some of the memory..

Now .. Study ..assignment..test..

i taking 5 subject in this semester ..

I may feel to fall in a big big hole!

That was .. statistic ..finance ..retail marketing..e-commerce..MPW -moral..

Try my best to done all of it..

2011-09-09T23:21:00.001-07:00

i just feel so cold now..
Can i have a hug?
i just want someone beside me..

Please caring me out of these life.

2011-09-06T09:10:00.000-07:00

God .. Can i ask what happen to me !

why i felt i'm scare ,annoying, worry, stress, insecure .

I try to clam down myself always.

I try to blank my mind always.

I try to make everything well always.

Even I tried to lie to myself.

But.. not that really works.

Sometimes,I really tired.

I just want rest , have a tight sleep.

It is always failed with it.

Insomnia like to stick with me.

Tears like to drop .

I does not want to look like panda.

I don't want the unhealthy body.

I hate it .I just wanna stop it.

Some impossible requirement i can't make it.

That i knew always, That why.sorry i have not told you.

And also , sorry for my attitude sometimes.

That may just a little thing.

I may think too much or just I'm in moody.

I just want a hug from you.Stay with you.

Apologize that i don't no how to tell the truth .

Heaven or Hell?

2011-08-16T09:36:00.000-07:00

life is weather to heaven or hell..

now seen like i falling in the hell...

Climb !!!! I have to climb up ..

Please don't always think negative ..

blessing it.. all must be okay..

recently .. i having a weird attitude and mood.

feel like sometimes lost control .

Arhh... its i going crazy soon?

Yours computer is Male or Female?

2011-08-14T07:54:00.000-07:00

Today i found something very interesting .That was test out "your computer is a male or female"?

First ,you have find out "Notepad" is yours computer.
Ps:/ It is inside accessories .

Step 2: Open the notepad and key in CreateObject("SAPI.SpVoice").Speak "I love you"

Step 3:Save the notepad . CTRL+S or go File and press Save .
Save the notepad as xxx.VBS. For example Maleorfemela.VBS.
Save as the type with ALL FILE.

Step 4:Go the place you save the folder. Click in the folder. The it will voice out the word .For example as above it will have the sound of i love you. Then,you hear it is a male or female sound. COMPLETE.

29.7.2011 .. from the first day i born til now 19 years..

2011-08-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

It's my day ..

29.7.2011

Thank for all my friends who helps me celebrated .

Thank for all the present .

Thank for the most ..for my guy ..

Photo Story time..

The cause of my shoes not suitable with my shirt + i really need some new shoes ..

So .. i just bought it ..<3

The movie we watched..

But really disappointed >.<

The ship.. place to take our dinner ..

A great meal ..

Wooo.. look delicious ..taste delicious ..<3

Next time for lobster ^^

after that ,we went for bought something ,and he bring me to seaside?

But .. it is not go for seaside ..its a room...!

Thank for the surprise ..

Actually i really felt happy <3

Group photo <3

Don't miss the one in the Iphone..

A full face of chocolate ..

The picture show who are the murder ..

hahahaa

taste ,smell,look also chocolate..

Thank for all of you.. ^.^

i will "礼尚往来"

Girls like..

That was take photo every memorable moment ..

The following photo will be some ..

Cute? scary? Funny?

Cause those was steam ..

with those game and drinks..

See some of the face really red enough ..

The guy who really steam enough ..

What style ,pattern also got ..

Girl turn ..its cute?backside one ..like some ..eee act COOl><

Public love style..

0 til 5

okay..our turn..<3

Last photo..

Beh tahan those chocolate taste .. bath out d..<3

AGAIN ..

Thank all of my friends who wish me..

Thank all of my friends who help me celebrated ..

Thank those gift from my friends..

THANK FOR MY LOVE ONE..

Mr. Chuah ..

We enjoy in it ..

The End

2011-07-26T01:11:00.000-07:00

In a short moment , "yours" hair has growth in white colour.
Sorry , that i can't help on everything .
The thing that i done was only trouble for "you"
Thank for the caring from "yours" loving heart .
The bitter taste is really detest .
I did not hope for Sweet taste before.
I just hope that can be normal and prosperity always.
I know "you" really stress, headache ,painful,disappointed in most of us.
Once the thing, you still got the person who support behind.
That "Yours" family and friends.

Family - Happy Father's day .

2011-06-16T09:02:00.000-07:00

Family ..

Is someone who loves you and whom you love either.

It can be not only your parent but also who are your friends and who take care of you.

Its someone who can do everything for you and you can do the same.

I'm lucky i have a family .

I have the parent who always take care of me.

Support me and at my back and without telling .

This weekend is Father's day .

I'm Sorry . I have to work at that day , my dad.

I think the best father's day present is the thing you always hope.

And I'm trying to do that .

Dad, Mum don't worry about me , i'll take care of myself always .

Kung Fu Panda Days

2011-06-01T06:46:00.000-07:00

The first day of June .

Welcome June come and Bye to May 2011 .

Today we had watched The awesome movie in Sunway Carnival with B and some friends.

Kung Fu Panda 2 ..

A nice animation..

I like it when it used the tummy to attack enemy .

The Baby KungFu panda ..=]

How cute it was..

can I have one too?

In a twinkling of an eye . a new semester was started .

I can't imagine how I pass this short semester for the first time.

Have to work harder and harder in the short time to study all the thing .

To all my classmate , Good Luck..

The 3nd

sems break~

2011-05-10T11:02:00.000-07:00

Finally . Final exam is over.

Is time to enjoy , this are a part of our classmate .

lollipop steamboat .

My family picture ..^^

This picture capture by XiioTong .

Kay, i admit ^^

Like it ..<3

Mr.Chuah With me <3

My face look so tired><

haizz..

however it is a time for rest , but i felt so bored with it .

Nothing to do at all. Enjoy playing with Sean Sean only .

I miss HIM badly ><

Today is the day we step in to 9 month .

love you Mr.Chuah .

You're mine .

Labour day =]

2011-05-04T21:39:00.000-07:00

The day of 1 May 2011

Labour day ..what am i doing?

Photo shooting for the Fashion Shirt product again .

The second time for this fashion website and the quality of the shirt is really not bad .

Take a look with it http://www.myfashionlover.com/

if want buy the shirt can direct contact me or place the order form from the website.

It only the limited ready stock.

PS:/ all type of the shirt is got different colour but each only got 1 .

It cheaper and launch at the same time with the fashion shop at shopping complex .

these are some of the picture that i have

Those shirt can be formal wear , causal wear and it is decide by your own how to wear out the style with the shirt.

Casual wear

Formal Wear

Simple with lace show the girl power.

Cut ice-cream T bring out the smile.

Strike it.

Pretty flora dress.

Casual wear ? Formal dress? Dating dress? As U Like !

Dress?Shirt ?Up to you =]

Like it so much ..=]

The End .

For more information please follow www.myfashionlover.com or facebook http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/myfashionlover .

1st birthday of SEAN

2011-04-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

Finally Test 2 was over. But ...Final Exam is are round the corner ! have to study hard again.

Miss.S you cheat us til very satisfied yah. make me nervous about the test ! That only a joke !

It is a take home test!

Fine ! continue with my MKT test 2 @@ again let the lecture cheat . 5 min job to done the test .

Read til nearly crazy!

After few day constantly studies should take a break.

Having dinner with my family for celebrated Sean birthday .

His 1st birthday , wish you have an awesome life and have a healthy body ya.

Some picture for the dinner..

The 1st birthday cake .

Green Tea Flavor .

He rush to the cake ..

The bird action ..

The terrible laughing

Took by daddy

With Bii and Sean

With Cuties

All of the Mini Flim with Mickey series .

7 of it

The End

Fight for it

2011-04-15T03:23:00.000-07:00

10.4.2011 .. <3

Step to the 8 month.

Gonna fight harder in April til Middle of May..

Test 2 Final exam is surrounding .

Peace !

GOD Bless me ..

AMEN !

Love

2011-04-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

I'll try my best to do all the thing that i can do.
I'll do well that the thing i want to do .
Sometimes i realize something that person that growth slowly .
but getting old as fast...
I feel scary.. I hope them can beside me always until forever.
I need yours caring i need yours love.
I still is a child .
Please wait the day , the day i can be independent ,the day i done those thing that you expect, the day you send me out from yours own hand to the guy, the day you can smile happily and really get liberation.

The day i'll not cry anymore.

Stress

2011-02-20T19:27:00.000-08:00

Stress.. ?? Release stress??

Thank JN Tan ..for the photo shooting ..Like ..

This post will only show my reader that i'm having stress..

6 assignment came to me , that were together.

A lot of small test is coming around..

GOD.. give me some healthy , some time, some spirit to done those thing.

Learning.. all of the thing..

Learning.. just keep it learning..

Learning .. that you knew then enough..

What do girls done ..

2011-02-07T05:29:00.000-08:00

Girls .. always like that ..

When you ask her needs some thing?

99% that them will told you .. don't need..

When you ask her are you okay?

99% that them will told you .. I'm alright ..

Are them Crazy? Idiot? Foolish? Stupid?

Told you the opposite answer ..

But ..Girls are like that ..

Any boy can really look through their heart?

when is real when is fake?

Please don't think a girl is lie to you..

Please forgive them ..to do this .. cause ..

Girls are like that..

Sometimes i have pretending i'm Fine..

actually i hope you beside me..

Sometimes i Really caring of you..

Not that purpose do the thing you don't like..

Sometimes I dunno how to describe my feeling..

even myself also..cant clearly know about it ..

Every times Every second Every moment That i'm love you..

So i'm angry about you ..

That you're the Mr.Right..

2011 ~

2011-01-31T06:03:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year..

It's around the corner ..

I'm ready to get ang pao..

hope that as more as good..

Wish all of my friends happy new year ya..

how long that i dint upload my blog ..

sorry for my reader ^^

that i'm just busy in re-open college ,

and also busy for shopping ..

Fight for new clothes ..

This was a photography took by Kate

It's Nice and i like itt..

the last day of Jan 2011

Early in the morning..

seriously was early..

5 ++ a.m i get woke ..

Took my photo shooting ..

Thank the photographer ..

Then Bii fetch me home..

accompany Me ..

I like when you stay beside me ..

Welcome 2011

2011-01-01T09:30:00.000-08:00

Welcome 2011..

Bye 2010..

Come let us rocks in the brand new year..

Send all the bad things in the past..

Receive the wonderful new beginning..

Wish my family,friends,dude..and also you ..My Guy..

Let's talks some old-fashioned word but it's work ..

I wish all of us..

身体健康

出入平安

幸福快乐

万事顺利

Daddy, Bro and who fighting in business world ..

事业顺利，越做越好..

Who fighting in study..

学业猛进

Who have no work ,no study like housewife..Mummy ^^

凡事顺利，身心快乐

whatever anything ..

Huat arr..^^

2011 1st picture with My guy..

this picture take at 2.05 A.m ^^

Love you..♥

1st time i upload my CHUBBY**d photo ..
with my puffy eye stim face..

this is after edit d..nice?**

1Jan2011 the first dinner + supper = BOSTAN!!!

haa..

the morning our brunch ^^..

We have step in our memory place ..

and take ours brunch ..same set

Nice..tasty**

Yummy yummy..

then .. went back BM lu..

and have a snap ** 2 hours..hehee

wake up dunno what to do ..

doing nothing..hahaaa..

I miss you badly ..

then i make it d..^^

End for this article..

love you Bii, I love you all ..my friends,my family..

Happy New Year..

BY XiioTong

24,27,28 DEC 2010..

2010-12-28T05:45:00.000-08:00

Christmas Eve ..

This photo capture at 25 Dec 2010

the midnight of 24th ..

Idea from Bii..

It's nice too.. ^^

Chip & Dale having christmas with us ..

Christmas !!!

where i has gone??

Auto city..watch HEBE..

Leng lui she are..

It's got christmas feel..My shirt ..

hahaaa

Huii Action ..

Ps:/ cause like that will cant look out your face is fat ! PRO learn it up..

^^.. Christmas with my girl..

Hebe there she is..

[ yan leng seng tim ]

In Cantonese..

Were count together with Bii..

having some firework there.. the atmosphere damn nice^^

Then went Bostan for take our dinner + supper..

See ..how good we 're ...

accompany you pass christmas ^^ hehehe..

27th Dec 2010

QB ..Shopping ..

With Mito and Huii..

Woo.. dunno why ..we 3 like less of energy ..

walked until like not enough oxygen..haaa

get stop and rest ^^

J.co ..our choice..

1st.. having a sharing ice cream..

but seen like we have enjoyed it ..but no satisfy just only have it..

Let's order donuts..

6 of this.. now was really satisfied d ..

FULL ..

still left some..

at last left one blueberry donut ..

its drop in my brother's stomach d..

^^.. a happy day with them ..

28thDec2010

Yuppy ! went out with Bii

for movie ~

Huhhh How long i have not enjoy the movie in cinema ?

i think i can't remember d..

this movie i had watched with Bii just now..

damn nice o ..

Then went for tomyam mee..!

Woo spicy ..

haaa..

nearly have felt that .. i become languish d..

gonna take care my healthy d..

cause got some feel like going sick ..

but choiii! wont be ..

i must be healthy everyday ..

Woo i just receive it few minutes ago!

from Beng ^^ souvenirs from Cameron.

Thank A lot ^^

2010-12-23T06:00:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas ..
I wish everyone have an awesome Christmas ya~
i hope i have it too ..
but ..
haaaa..again .. its some festival ..
again .. my heart getting some worry , and scare feeling ..
haizz.. i should be simple mind ..

好想你

2010-12-19T20:41:00.000-08:00

我喜欢你紧握我的手
一股安全的暖流渗透到胸口
我喜欢你叫我的语气
理直气壮的粗鲁却有私密的亲昵
我喜欢你吻我的时候
看你专注的低头像永远不够
我喜欢你叫我的名字
一副若无其事的又像公开的密秘
好几次我怕会来不及还没抱够你
不管我是你几分之几我只要爱你
好想你不停止
好想你我爱你写在手心
你笑容你触碰还是让我心动
好想你不停止
好想你我爱你给我勇气
那包容那悸动都是我
珍藏的内容
被爱的光荣

想你的那个人··
有时，她想多了··

Miss You

2010-12-12T19:42:00.000-08:00

Bii I Miss You..

Capture d .. want direct send for you d..

but CANT Post Out ! @^$*#)&$#(@_

Boom..speechless ..
Massage so expensive,call is more terrible..
From me ..have no charge.. from you get charge RM2 per massage ..
Call 2 min is RM24 ==>what the terrible cost?
That day i went for be volunteer .Brother was used my laptop~
Arr.. that time Bii online .. haiz..
Sad no chance chat with bii
Although the fee is expensive.. but we have keep in contact ^^

So boring at home..
No car No money ..
Nothing can do ><
I want earn money !!!!

Holidays Part 2

2010-12-10T04:57:00.000-08:00

The present from Japan, Indonesia ..

All came back d..

Mummy and 3rd aunt from Indonesia..daddy from Myanmar

The little prince and princess mum from Japan, Dad from China .

Accompany my aunt went shopping for few day..so Tired cause i dint have harvest

Just only one dress ..

Gonna go for more shopping ..Penang !!!

Anyone ???

The picture when fetch my aunt and cousin to airport ..

Capture it !!!

Like?

Bii freaking Miss you..♥

10.Dec.2010

Our journey forward to 4 month ..

1st time have separate with Bii with so long distance ..

Bii must play happily o..love you..♥

Left 5 days ..^^

WTHELL

2010-12-05T20:46:00.000-08:00

Early in the morning, my MOOD was dropped into the HELL .

haiz..the thing i expect has gone..

damn.. make me moody ..

Anything let me vent my mood..

the feeling PLEASE go away from me..

Hate it..

anyway let me be happy?

PEIK!!!

HOlidays!

2010-11-29T19:21:00.000-08:00

[The day when we all left PV for this holiday]

Holidays.......
Yeah.. I should happy??
Yes...definitely i should..but now not really i feel happy..
the situation now not that i want ..
I miss you .. My friends..
I miss you..My man..
Back to hometown .. I miss my Parent..
Just left me alone here..
Damn boring every day .. how i gonna pass the time like that ..
I need a part time job..anyone ??

Arrr..Arrr.AArrrr~~

Expect tomorrow .. gonna meet with him ^^

FIANL!!!

2010-11-22T07:44:00.000-08:00

FINAL!!!

YEA!! CRAZY!!!

GOD BLESS ME !!!

GIVE ME A SMART BRAIN!!

Our's 100 day..❤

2010-11-20T03:56:00.000-08:00

Our 's 100 Day..❤

Thank for the surprise Bii..

I Love You..

[It 's in front the lift..That man was called me and ask me go down stair

That make me get startle..Then i knew that my lovely man who make this for me..]

[ The flower .. from Bii.. ^^ ]

with 2 teddy bear ..❤

[ The funny Show , Megamid ~ That guy Damn like it..]

Nice Movie！

"Manila Place"

Tasty Tasty***

' Chang tou kio 'with Bii Bii its awesome..

" Clinic Restaurant "

Waited for the food were freaking long period ,

Finally It's came! HUNGRY!!!

Felt tasty **cause of hungry or ? I think its Nice heheee

See what the guy doing when waiting the food ..

[Watching Tom & Jerry Cartoon]

That the magic make us forgot about our hunger ..

Hey.. Yea that me ..

Hello ~ drinking the fresh grape juice ..

but i think it has addition with some yogurt ?

After the lunch .. went for ktv ~ Both crazy human were went to sing again..

haaa... Like like ..**❤

Happy always when the moment be with you ..

Bii.. Thank for the celebration .

anything you done for me..

The whole day you had accompany me ..

from 12 am to the next days ..

I felt satisfied for that .. cause i knew the thing you should do ..

i 'll not stop you or angry about it ..don't worry ..

Love You o ..❤

Happy 100 's day..

That belong to you

and also belong to me..

just like ours love that only belonging for both of us ..

I hate Nightmare!!!

2010-11-18T17:50:00.000-08:00

This few day .. i really dunno what happened with me ..

It's unable to guess it..

Nightmare has been haunting me ..

When i woke up...only i felt I'm so scare, so helpless .

That make my tears going to drop out already..

the 1st time i felt so scary..

but ..that was continuity almost every night nightmare with me.

Please just go away ..

" You had make me feel ignore to sleep "

I HATE NIGHTMARE!!!

SICK!!!

2010-10-22T04:08:00.000-07:00

Sick Sick Sick..

I'm definitely HATE it..

Flu.. Cough.. Sore Throat ..

PAINFUL..

last night i had agony before i fall asleep ..

Blocking nose it make me agony ..

With the uncomfortable feeling finally i fell sleep .

The early morning..

My running nose, somemore+ blocking..

Its torture to spent my time ..

after that .. Bii come and fetch us from friend's house..

Went for clinic ..

Yeah .. doctor go lunch..

dunno why scare to saw penang doctor..

mayb was that guy always scare me for injection..

>.< T.T

Lastly , only that went to pharmacy for bought medicine .

HATE medicine ..

after that .. went back PV drop kaza there^^

I have insist want go pa tou..

It's our ''pa tou day ''

haaa.. just went and watch movie and ate a lot of sushi ..

Godss.. too crazy both of us ate so much ..at sakae..

then go watched RED..

Retired Extremely Dangerous [Red]

It's definitely nice .. satisfied 　^^

then went Cold Storage bought some food ~

went HOME!!!!

after taken the medicine ..

blocking nose no more..

but still running nose..

and the cough medicine have start have some effect show d..

I'm sleepy ..

that all.. I have to rest d..

KL Trip -- B zai -- Mini Instant 7

2010-09-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

Hey my reader..

I'm apologize I have not update my blog long time ago..

Let's take a look..what happen in the time i have not updated my blog..

During sems break and also Hari Raya seasons..

I went KL for travel else i think shopping is more suitable to describe it..

Have a new hair cut before went KL..

Before Vs After

Both of us went cut off our hair..

Woo.. Hope that is a brand new style for us..

Let's continuous my KL trip..

we went for all shopping center ..

1st complex that we both were seen like nothing ..

but after that our leg were going break d..

Damn pity that we have..

Know what that are?

龟苓膏and苦茶

Ish..its damn bitter la..

i had 1st try eat so much 龟苓膏 ..i just knew..

got some tong sui to add it when ate..

We getting worry that we'll be sick..

so we ate those thing .. one word can descibe it BITTER***

the 1st night , that the place we having the dinner..

Secret Recipie..**

See what the chef was cooked infront of us..

its direct send the food to our plate..
Its damn oita.. I cant finish it..

seen my stomach going pecah..

haha...

This picture capture by my Bii**

He said this girl so sexy..Must capture up..

^^ its freaking funny ..

《----twin tower

----》the reflection from water.

Someone said JAGUNG**

Thank Ivan bring us there^^..

Its a nice scenery..

And nice for mosquitoes bite..

The last day also the day we went back Penang..

Location: Sunway Pyramid

Shop : Full House

I like this restaurant design..

Like it so much ^^

That is a theme restaurant..

the taste of food is really not bad..

but got a bit small ^^

See how hard my bii cut it..

haaa..dunno why?so hard cut??

Finally.. tasty **

I like the wallpaper there..

this a part of that ..

Muackz muackz..❤

The time spended with Bii dunno its the time too short ?or our happiness let us feel that is shortness..

KL trip have END here..

Lian Hong 's house..

Before he went Russia ..

His 's house have organize a party ..

That a part of our friends..

Guy.. wish you have all the best ..

Next time if anything

can i have free medical treatment?

hahaa..

B Zai..

Its growth bigger and bigger d..

by the way he still so chubby ^^

see.. now he know try to holding the bottle by self d..

My Fujifilm Mini Instant 7 bought alreay ..

That day went QB with Bii..

Bought it together ..

Happy happy..**

假期··

2010-09-07T21:49:00.000-07:00

放假咯··但是感觉··

有好多东西要做··

assignment 还没动到··

够力··

功课没做完··就开始打算去玩了··哈哈··

厉害吧··

本来打算今天做··算了吧··看来也是没心做的··

回家后再打算吧··

等下和我的Bii吃完午餐后，我就要回家咯··

明天又在过来··很有力哦··

哈哈··

没办法··我想家··总该回家看看爸爸妈妈··

听着歌，写着部落格··

悠闲到··哈哈··

假期··当然要好好玩玩下··

去shopping开心的咯··

但是没钱··就不开心的咯··

现在还有懒惰··

看着我后面那只猪那么累··

真可怜的··一大清早就跑来陪我··

疼疼下Bii 哦··呵呵··

我要吃ice cream··

我要去海边··

我要去玩，去shopping··

我要开心的过每一天··

^^..

For my baobeii~

2010-09-01T10:08:00.000-07:00

Today feel have something to write..

for my baobeii ♥

BaoBeiI NiNi .. nothing gonna be hard..

relax yourself .. get strong .. all will be better soon..

trust it .. do it .. what i have told you..

try to do it.. i hope that was useful for you..

cry not for everything ..

sad not for everytime..

joy not for pretending..

smile not for acting action..

the people who i knew ..

NiNI is the girl .. who damn crazy damn playful..

mayb that i not really knew how a character you're ..

but i remember when I'm sad , when I'm down, I'm upset ..

Who bring the crazyness for me..

who help me to find my playful back..

that you all..

including the most crazyness one..

you're awesome..

seriously.. Jia you .. only the thing i will tell you ..

accompany that you know we 'll try our best ..

right ..

Happy is the most important.. but i want see your smile from your heart..okay!

Baobeii Xu

Nearly you seen like disappear in the world .. where you going..

I miss you so .. In we few .. that the one who mostly have the bitter life ..

Sek sek har..

remember how hard in your life.. how difficult thing you have face..

I know you can do it.. sure you can o ~

hey ,my free trial piano~

adui~ when my teacher will be free o~

waiting for you always ..

Baobeii Sun ...

Most long time have not meet up with you o ..

Miss you too o ~

How your;s study o ?? must hardworking ya..but i know sure that you 'll be better than me..

hardworking with me d..heheezzz..

find a day we went out o ...

Hope that you will sweet sweet with c.hong o ~

^^.. be happy everyday ya~

I want RECOVER!!!

2010-08-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

Two day ago..

Fever still seen as adhesive ..

haiz.. damn hate it..

I HATE SICK!!!

so tired with it..

what also can't do.. always feel uncomfortable..

T.T.. always boring lying on the bed..

two day have no webnt school..

today My da bii came find me..

unlesee i can feel that i'm not alone..

muackz bii..

still bring cold fever for me..

bring me back penang~

but my fever is come and came ..

stick with the cold fever ..

really so sick..

hope after today I'm really be okay~

Haiz..my whole body joint pain..

><..T.T..

I want recover !!!!

God Bless Me..

хιǐστσиg sωεετ 18 вιгτнdαч ..❤

2010-08-01T05:16:00.000-07:00

хιǐστσиg sωεετ 18 вιгτнdαч ..❤

Its a delicious Chocolate cake .

❤ it so much.. tasty :)

Thank guy .. for the surprise and the accompany ..❤

Thank my Inti buddies .. ^^..❤

Memorable red box ..with my 18 birthday..❤

My Favorites ice-cream ..❤

I want take more and more..I like it ..

Thank you ..❤ Love it o..❤

A bouquet of beauty rose..with a chubby bear..

Thank my all my baobeii girl meticulously to gave me surprise .

❤ you all o ^^..

Every time , after step in my room..

the crazy capture were started..

^^.. every moment was in my mind ..

I miss you all..

However now , we cant meet up always , cause of our own busy.

But we'll hang out meet up as we can , right? ❤

With a girl who are bigger than me 1 day together ..

went for a whole day , and a fun date.. ❤

Next time should hang out again o..

Thank all my friends, buddies, Cou Zhu, baobeii, Mui , Di,Dude..

Thank for the wishes , accompany , celebration , present..

❤ U all ya ..^^

Muackz..muackzz.Muackzzz... ❤

From XiioTong .

我是个这样的女生··❤

2010-07-20T18:50:00.000-07:00

我是个这样的女生··❤

我没有你们想象中的看到的那么勇敢坚强，

其实，我也会软弱害怕也很需要保护。

我是个这样的女生··❤

我没有你看到的好，偶尔我还是会耍脾气还是会无言无辜任性起来，

或许我希望那个人会无时无刻的都会那么关心我，呵护我，包容着我。

我是个这样的女生··❤

有时可能你会觉得我对你不信任，对不起请原谅我的自私，我是自私鬼。

因为我希望，你只是我的，你会想要我陪你出席各种场合，并大方的介绍给你朋友家人认识我。

我是个这样的女生··❤

当我遇到困难时，我会跌倒，或许我能自己爬起来；

但是我会希望你会尽量不让我又害怕的时候，因为你会一直保护着我帮我。

我是个这样的女生··❤

我很爱逞强，我会伪装一切我会若无其事地说：我没事！；

那时候的你会看得出吗？我很需要你，即使我说不，没有。

我是个这样的女生··❤

我希望我犯错了，我叹气了，不懂该怎么办了。

你会细心而有耐性的纠正我的错误，并且叫我指导我什么是正确的。

我是个这样的女生··❤

我害怕讨厌孤单寂寞，一个人，不想去羡慕任何人。

我要你陪我，我想听见你说：别去羡慕他人，他们还得羡慕你呢。

我是这样的女生··❤

我承认我会时常爱向东向西，我要的安全感比任何人都多。

希望你会告诉我你的一切，我们之间没隐瞒；我要你的呵护，就像你让我一直躺在你胸口上听着你的心跳，会让我觉得很安心。

我是这样的女生··❤

即使你在忙，在不得空，没时间陪我；其实没关系，我会试着去体谅你。

但是我希望有人会想念我惦记着我，偶尔在多忙都会抽空发一封信息或一通电话告诉我你想我了。

我是这样的女生··❤

我会尝试独立，我会学习任何东西。

但是我希望有一个人会让我一直依赖着他，不觉得厌倦，麻烦。因为我累了，我想要一个喜欢我会依赖着他，即使在小的事情他都会贴心帮忙我。

我是这样的女生··❤

我要温暖的爱，会一直让我感觉幸福的存在。

即使我们在一起很久了，你也不可以随意放开我的手，你还是得像我们第一天在一起那样，一直牵着我，不舍得放开。不可以太久没抱我，我要你常常会抱着我，因为我喜欢那感觉。

我是这样的女生··❤

我爱你3个字，我不会随意说出口，一旦我说了那我是真的爱你了。

请你也不要随意说出口，拜托先确定了再说，别伤害了我那脆弱而幼小的心。

我是个这样的女生··❤

在一起后，不管遇到再大的困难，我们都不会轻易放弃。

很简单，只要我们相信，就能走下去。但一旦放弃了，一切就会结束了。

我是个这样的女生··❤

我要你的诚实，我也会诚实得对待你。

我讨厌人家骗我，我不想一张双人床中间隔着一个位；你必须诚实的对待你自己也诚实的对待我。

我是个这样的女孩··❤

我希望有人记得我们一起过去的一切，千万别轻易的给我承诺；

因为我不需要那些虚假儿戏的承诺，我要的是你确定的承诺。

我是个这样的女生··❤

我希望在你面前，我不需要伪装，不需要勇敢，不需要担心受怕。

我累了，你会让我一直依靠着，我哭了你会抱着我摸摸我的头告诉我一切都会没事的，只要我们一起什么都能走过，有你会一直陪着我，不管什么时候你都会给我最大的支持。

我是个这样的女生··❤

我想要的一切不是用钱能买到的，我要的是你真诚对待我的心。

因为你的真心比任何东西都值钱重要。想清楚哦，因为要用一颗真诚的心对待着一个人不是想象中的那么容易。

我是个这样的女生··❤

虽然我不是个100分的女友，但是我会尽量做到最好。

我要我们幸福快乐，我很介意我的付出，但是我不求回报，我只要我们好好的一起。

不要因为匆忙心急做错了选择，也不要因为选择了而后悔。

后悔这字眼不能出现在爱情里。

开始了，就要努力往前走··❤

By XiioTong

Holiday^^

2010-07-19T19:39:00.000-07:00

the day went Bon odori ^^..

Can saw a girl who always act cute appear in my photo.

haha..

Holidays~

Enjoy my holidays~

17 July 2010 ..last day for final..

2010-07-18T10:23:00.000-07:00

Finally finished my final exam for my sems 1 ..

after that I have went to a restaurant with my classmates ..

Eden.. It seen like an old building but its surrounding feeling in that .

The atmosphere of relax and romantic with some warm..

I has order a combo set^^.. 222 menu code ..[ Stella introduce ]

quite tasty ..

EDEN 's restorant

Staple is western food .

a part in EDEN.

Night activity ..

Bon odori..

Thank you..^^

i saw that beauty firework at there..

Its really nice.

after that we have went to Mois ..

Its very strict .. the people who need few more++ day only over 18!

but she get in too..

hehe..

Today i had went to find doctor~

cause of my eye ..

scary..finally i knew the reason..

why i get saw thing in fuzzy..

need to focus also cant see cleary..

after take medicine and putt aye drop it was better than before d.

hope can get well soon..

two week holiday i have ..

i need to spend it all..Get fun^^

I　want to be happy..

Play enough .. Fun enough .. Crazy enough ..

Sing k.. seaside..travel..shopping..Movie!!!!
all is waiting for me..

Woo..but now feel sleepy..

haha.. today i think i should get rest early ..

cause of my eye..

i want to take care about it d..

worries^^

The End..

2010-07-13T04:26:00.000-07:00

Examination Week !

Final exam for my Diploma sems 1..

DBADI
FINAL EXAM TIMETABLE
Accounting 12 Jul 2010 11.00am-1.00pm
English 14 Jul 2010 8.00am-10.00am
Mathematics 15 Jul 2010 2.00pm- 4.00pm
Managament 16 Jul 2010 5.00pm- 7.00pm
Marketing 17 Jul 2010 11.00am- 1.00pm

I'm scare .. with my MKT and MGT ..

Damn a lot thing need to memorise and understand ~

Worry with my brain , Please be strong .

I 'm poor in memorise thing specially book!

haha.. gonna try my best .

Wish All my Buddies is having good luck and Gambateh in our exam ~

Tong gonna be sick d..

Flu , Cough , Sore throat .

T.T .. what a week body come out again ~

What the idiot weather always ..

ISH..Love raining day ~

Hate the BIG sun ..

Love windy cloud ..

.....

Tired with my eye ,

recently was always getting blur when i'm tired .

Get well please .

All the best ..

That i need to tell my self ~

Jia you!

I'm sorry ❤

2010-07-07T23:35:00.000-07:00

❤.........

I'm tired, I'm Fine..❤

2010-07-04T07:52:00.000-07:00

XiioTong

The girl who writting the blog now..

Suddenly ny brain have appear a lot of chargin thing.

once agian , my exam its around the corner .

Final test for mny fisrt smester .

Nervous, Scary . Stress.

my test result from started until now,

pratically really no very good .

And my english , really poor.

Its make me feel shamful .

I should learn english from the basic.

I had told myself , Gambateh .

nothing can be better than that . I think .

What am i wrote in the paper .

Harangue in that , but conclusion is Nothing ?

Going be crazy , ish ...I hate the feeling.

Its make me feel uncomfortable , tired , invisible pressure, scary , hateness.

So, what should i do ?i dunno too.

Hope i can go beach and sit there now.

Blue blue sky..
Shinning star ..
Cool wind ..

Pleasant sound of the waves ..

Warm sand ..

.....

no sad..

no pain..

no stress..

no sick..
no uncomfortable..
......

I ❤ cloud..

I ❤ raining day..

I ❤ beach ..

I ❤ shinning star..

but now i feel wanna cry ..T.T..

upset..

TH3 3ND

bipubipu~

2010-06-21T09:49:00.000-07:00

外面风很大，很冷

感觉在颤抖的我，心里却隐约盼望着什么·。

I'm exhausted .

Since of assignment, test , and some invisible pressure.

I'm sorry that , i had felt that my attitude. Please be understanding .

I don't hope so I'll became like that, because of that , i felt I hate myself so much.

Smile that can be pretending, laugh that can be comfort.

Lastly , the same feeling was appear and appear .

Please don't blame on my willfulness.

I have to be accustomed to that .

Sometimes , far from me that also a wise choice.

When I'm afraid ,who knew it.

Yes , that wont have anyone know about it..

That all , smile : )

appreciate for the right thing ,right person.

That day when i made a dream.

I have smile, I have cry, I have angry , I have sad.

That mean for what.?

Something i knew it, but i just can keep quite.

Something i donno ,Please Just let me know about it.

Tired , i have left few percent of energy .

I need rest, I need energy .

Love you all!

Night

2010-06-13T00:25:00.000-07:00

Hey my reader , I'm sorry for not updated my blog ^^

get some complain from my lovely reader..Tong why you have no update yours blog?

So go on now ~ Blogging ~

what was happen to that girl nearly?

she tried to describe that all now..

6 june 2010

B Zai was 1 month ~

followed chinese traditional , we done all the thing + some mordern way.

B zai must be growing healthy o ~

have few picture that i had capture ..

That B Zai^^

B Zai grandparent

B zai Daddy & Mummy

Bzai with Me

12 June 2o10

On the way to friend's house.

The cloud seen like the cotton,its really so nice .

i just pick up my phone and capture + drove

I ❤ Cloud

Night went auto city, for dinner .

And an event there, car show.

Its a lot of nice car after modify and transform.

I have meet some friends there,

and meet my buddy ~ long time have no meet up..

when free yam cha ya . ^.^ long time no meet d,you still so beauty o.

after went home, done all my thing . chat with friends.

T.T have no enough sleep >.<

tired ~

two photograph here.share with my reader ^^

nearly weather have to turn bad .

have a lot people is going to sick .

Myself also , I'm sick .

having the weak body , its really so bother .

So , to all of you , must take care healthy o ..

thank for those who worry me and take care me .

❤ love you all..

I'm fine at all, with my body .

"the thing i 'm not appreciate"

"and also i no need and no want to appreciate it "

^ ^..

2010-06-03T08:36:00.000-07:00

today i had stomachache for a whole day!

death ghost gonna take my life gone already..

whatever , i gonna full my life..

have fully book!

i wanna study hard lor..

wanna be a good girl..

wanna have a good good life ..

from today i promise my self .

i will get it ^^

what was happen`

2010-05-29T08:51:00.000-07:00

I dunno how i should be..but i just try to do the thing you want.

i know i'm not a perfect girl, that i admit .

what i gonna be,i try my best to do it.

I dunno where you,i'm worry .

Someone ask me what you worry still?

very sorry , i cant dont care with it,cause you my man.

however , i love you still.

When i needed, where you?
i miss you ♥

2010-05-29T04:45:00.001-07:00

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dear ~

2010-05-27T06:52:00.001-07:00

常常我們認為會跟一個人吵架一定是跟他感情不好，其實不然，

最容易跟家人吵架，最常跟情人吵架，最會跟好朋友吵架。

想想，原來最常跟我們有爭執的人竟然都是跟我們最親密的人，

而能夠跟我們發生爭執的人也對我們有一定的瞭解，

所以有人常說『吵架』也是一種溝通，而願意跟你吵架的人，

才是真正想瞭解你的人。

有時候我們與人發生爭執時會說『算了』，或者『不說了』，

這兩句話其實都是殺傷力很強的話，

代表著你不想把你的想法跟他說，不想讓對方瞭解你，

也代表你們的感情會停留在原地。

有時兩個人爭執，會忽然聽到一句話『我是為你好』；

在感情的世界裡，每個人都很自私，有人常會對你說『我是為你好』，

這其實是很不負責任的說法，因為我們會把自己的觀念加諸在別人身上，

為他人決定一些事，但是再想想，對對方來說，自己的觀點真的好嗎？

你為他決定了事情，但是要負責的人卻是他，這是很不公平的，

唯有他自己才能決定什麼是對自己最好，

若是錯誤的決定也才不會有埋怨，也才能對自己負責。

『通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人，才是真正愛你的人。』

之前聽到陶子在節目中說了一句話'每個人天生就是不一樣'

這句話讓我領悟了很多事.............

因為不一樣~自然而然每個人所看的所想的也不會相同

不要怪別人不夠懂你

~換個立場~

其實我們也不敢說自己有多了解他人

'無聲'是一種無形的、最遠的距離

若能從吵架中表達出自己的想法

總比大家把話悶在心裡都不說出來的好

但千萬要避免在衝動時說出傷害對方的言語

有些話~一旦說出口~就很難收回了

聊天→是增進感情.....

約會→是多一點共同的回憶....

吵架→是多認識對方....並且學會和好及相處....

承諾→是證明這段感情要經得起考驗....　

努力→是代表妳真的對這份情很在乎....

感動→是因為被愛....一點一滴滑過心坎裡....！！！

付出→是因為愛不知怎麼給....不能不求回報..但也不苛求！

真心→是因為真愛不容易來臨,一但來,就該真誠地去握！！

痛苦→是絕對在乎的表現...沒有是很不尋常...有了又很苦！

自私→難免嘛 ~ 不然怎麼叫「最愛」！！！

珍惜→ㄟ...是因為怕失去....所以呵護著..視之為奇遇！

冷淡→是因為正在沉澱...可是不要沉過了頭嘍！！

思念→是因為心裡常常有著妳....這就是愛的魔力！！！

牽掛→是因為很愛很愛著....心跟著心愛的人跑！！

溫柔→是要讓愛....表達的甜美....永難忘懷！！

三八→是愛情裡的小孩子氣的表現....很甜喔～～！

撒嬌→是想要多一點呵護及在乎 ~~

打情罵俏→讓生活過的甜蜜又有趣！！

重視→是絕對的愛情保障....沒有重視就沒有愛情！！

在乎→是為了要愛妳...心有所屬ㄇㄟ～～！

差別待遇→是要讓妳知道妳最重要......

信任→是感情維持最重要的ㄋ?...要一起努力做唷～！

多來往→是為了讓感情更穩定....也可以避免不必要的距離！

分享→是要讓對方多了解彼此.....～～！

爱呢？

2010-05-26T18:53:00.000-07:00

心里那不舒服的感觉让我无法入睡，
所谓的安全感，完全失去了。
能做的，我都会试着去做，
爱，不简单。
我选择了爱，就该对爱负起责任。
希望你也是。
不管多困难，我都愿意去尝试。
我保证的我会做，青但请我点时间，我需要时间。
一连再的发生事情，到后来我得到都是责备。
而不是关心。在乎的是什么？我不懂。

2010-05-22T22:59:00.000-07:00

彤··加油吧··

会没事的··

相信自己··因为··只有你自己知道··

我抗拒的那感觉··我一定会赢··

这次··我不会认输··

我会忍声吞下··

就算再难吃··我还是吃了··

少了你在我身边··是真的少了份力量··

但我无话可说···

就自己忍痛吧··我总要面对··那可怕的东西··

是迟或早罢了··希望这次··我能打败病魔··就没下次了··

我真的不喜欢···side effect!

加油···

2010-05-21T06:09:00.000-07:00

那个讨厌的东西，又在来了。

看着那一大堆讨厌的东西，好累。

很害怕又有什么幸苦的后果？

总就还得照做。

在我再次的幸苦，再次的无助。

不懂你还不会不会在我傍边陪着我。

安慰我，关心我

这下，我沉默了。

那些讨厌的东西让我没力气去看了。

你可以陪着我吗？

放心不勉强你·

你放心，你也不会懂。

晕眩带走了我，但麻醉不了我的心。

真希望，它们可以让我好好睡一觉。

起来后一切都好了。

18.5.2010

2010-05-18T09:21:00.000-07:00

The blog owner "

XiioTong

It's ready to go out , Its time to school.

A week holiday..FINISHED!!!
Finally my stress gone. assignment was pass up and done!

When wake in the early morning [Its going 6 a.m]

feel damn tired , have no enough sleep for me.

This few night , i had lost sleep>.<

I'm really tired , so tired but my spirit !

Haiz..lying on the bed. Waiting for SLEEP!

So in the afternoon i have take a small nap..

damn tired . after nap feel better a lot.

Have open my computer , upload the picture to my document .

the picture that i had take with my dear ~

In the car on the way go home.

The back of my guy..

Like his hair colour so much, Its nice really..^ ^

and the new hair style..its chubby..

However,its nice.

I'm going to dye my hair soon..

But still consider with what colour i need to choose.

Like it..

Enough..…＾＾time to go home..

Today was my guy fetch me back..

what the cool style he has when drove.

Now.the time for sleep..

tonight i must get sleep tight please..

Good night My guy and all of my reader.

Love you ❤

!!!

2010-05-12T06:39:00.000-07:00

Suddenly, my mood all gone..

the girl name

B zai

2010-05-10T10:11:00.000-07:00

Today i had accompany my brother went to hospital.

Purpose: fetched my sis-in law with B Zai came back.

Then I became the driver . Because,my Brother wanted to carry his's B zai .

Then impossible ask my sis- in law drove .So that why i became Driver.

Bzai damn cute.But when talked to him,really make us contradiction.

Cause , Elderly said: Pantang to said the baby anything good,its will became opposite.

Cute=No cute

Beauty=Very ugly

Clever=Idiot

ha..damn contradiction like that.

have to show off some picture let my reader to take a look.

what my the cutie look .

^ ^ ..

B zai really so small..

so chubby .

When 1st time carry B zai.

Brother with B zai

B zai with His's dad!

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

About mine !!!

My holidays was gone day by day.

my assignment has no done yet!

when can i done it.

headache with it..confuse ><

Can i settle it as fast as.If not really feel So uncomfortable .

Today totally have less contact with my dear.

hm.Miss you ne.

So late d..1-07 a.m now .

Its time for sleep.

So tired . but wont so sleepy .

hope i wont lost sleep!!!

To all my reader. Sleep Tight o .

Night.

Muackz..

[TH3 3ND]

7.5.2010

2010-05-07T05:32:00.000-07:00

Just now i had went to hospital ..to saw my baby nephew d..

its so chubby?

only 2.8 kg his have ~

Thank for dear fetch me there..

but when we back..

damn stuck !

My dear..gonna crazy with that..

but i had saw some ..so Cutie action..

haa..its funny la.. dear..

but at last..i also need drive alone back my home..

damn hungry and tired..

today dunno what was happen !

Get gastric twice..

have a time i din't have it d..

now again!still twice..

backing my house when drove..again !!!

Wuuu! T.T

please far away from me..

gonna start my busy life..in my HOLIDAYS!!!!

really damn shit..

from now on!

i have a lot of thing need to done!

1st for my assignment ..

english assignment , marketing assignment , management assignment..

after holiday ..addition 1 more account ><

2nd for keeping room..i need it be tidy..

before exam..have no time to keep it..

3rd for need do treatment for my hair..

long time i dint do it..my hair so CHAM!!

4th..i gonna take my dinner now,damn hungry..

stop here 1st..

bye all..

6.5.2010！

2010-05-06T09:02:00.000-07:00

Sudden i felt whim to wrote my blog..

my life ..day by day passed ..

Seen like so fast..my college life almost go in the third month .

i had pass through my 1st test..

and the assignment was came together for few subject ..

3 assignment ..i need to done it..

and 1 more will start after holiday ..

next week is my holiday ..break for 1 week..

Hoho..Hey ..I need done my assignment in the time..

Today have a Good News ..

It was add a new members in Ng 's family..

My sis in law ..was became Mother..

Kor ..became Daddy..

My daddy became ..Ah Gong..

My Mummy ..became Ah Ma..

And me..Become Gu Gu..Aunty jor..

Haiz..its good or bad?

Seen like old d..

haa..however ..that both of them was safety ..

I have a baby boy nephew ..

Hm..I can't directly went hospital to visit baby boy..

hm..its fine..tomorrow i'll be there..

You wait me..Baby boy^^

Just finished our class..

I went to take my dinner as Tomyam Mee.

With my classmate..and also My guy..

having a damn spicy mee..but tasty ..

haa..so contradiction..

spicy ..somemore ate ..still want talk so much..

Just now ..went home ..Ting was call my skype..

Miss you so much my girl..

Incidentally，told you about the good news there..

Hoho..when you wanna born a baby too??

i waiting be Gan Ma Ma..hehee..

Sure baby so beauty ..if you born..

cause have a handsome daddy and beauty mummy..

^^..

The picture..Capture in webcam in front of ting..

still need laugh by her..said i act chubby..gaaa..

i'm normally wont be that la..

dunno who act cute at there 1st..

haaa..

Tomorrow having 11 a.m class..

So to all my reader..

Gonna said bye at here d..

i miss my bed now..

Going meeting with Mr.Chew d..

haa..SO..Tata..

Will stop here..

Everyone good night o..

My dear..night ..sleep tight ya..

Muackz..Love you..❤

[The 3nd]

2010-04-28T16:30:00.000-07:00

一大早·· 今天的可却不早··

讨厌的眼睛怎么开了··

想到我没回复你··

我却跳起来找了电话··

看到了些··

让我其实··直接有种不好的预感··

心情好复杂··

不想想太多··但是很难··

天啊··怎么就爱这样哦··

每次的··

我希望那些不是我想看到的···

爱一个人真的很难··

两个人要一起··真的不容易··

在一起了··就要好好珍惜··

我在努力学习··

虽然我不是最好的··

但是让我慢慢走向那一步··

jerry birth

2010-04-26T07:56:00.000-07:00

Jerry birthday ..

we went to pradise celebrated with him..

i can remember that a day..

All going with funny..crazy..happy..

we have take a lot of picture..

beach ..i meet you again..

have to show off what were we done..

by picture!

Those girl..[means us]..

whole part of us..with the boy who let people carrying ..

that was our birthday guy! jerry..

See who is the higher?

all here..~ Jump!!!

like those picture..like that!

Yes..that we 4 there..

got some feeling with this feel! nice also what..

actually i like this picture so much..

but its get blur..

however.. i like it ..

and i like the guy who carrying me..

i'm always at his back there..

Love you..my guy

close yours eye!

2010-04-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

Suddenly i felt..
So hot..so unwell..uncomfortable..
no only my body..that all the thing..
the people there..already lost in slowly...
felt tired..felt sad ..

gastric then gastric ba..
forgive me...really nothing for eat..
and i have no mood go buy d...
have no mood to do what now..
medicine just ate in..

can i dont want anything was repeated ..
i lost the feel..
that was really scary..
damn uncomfortable to me..
someone understand it?

However..i promise myself ..
i have to walk over all the thing..
Smile...

m....

2010-04-23T20:44:00.000-07:00

GUESS BY URSELF

Being human ~

2010-04-14T19:48:00.000-07:00

Movie:Being human
Venue:Queensbay

Time:5.10 p.m

Date:14 April 2010

almost half of our class "human" were be there..

watched That movie ..

Conclusion for this movie..my comment ..

quite okay ..but its always cheating for end ..

keke~who going to watch this movie remember ..after the light of cinema on just stand up..

Thank the people who helps us capture this picture..

heee..its blur ..

In the bored class..do some bored thing there..

Which is my phone??

hehe~

same phone some cover..BUT different colour there..

Shhhhhh**************

today i hope is a wonderful day ..

i wanna happy ^^

The End

2010-04-10T19:07:00.000-07:00

我累了倦了··他会让我在他怀里休息··

我伤心哭了··他会耐心的给我鼓励和安慰··

我害怕担心··他会让我依靠和信心··

我痛了病了··他会随时在我身边陪伴照顾··

我想了念了··他会不知觉的觉得幸福··

我闷了烦了···他会一直对我不离不弃··

我要的··只是我们真心的相爱··

甜蜜，争吵，不合，种种事情都会发生在情侣身上··

只是解决方式由大家自己决定··

我爱你··就请你真的爱是爱一个人··才把他说出口··

别把它当成伤人工具··

所谓的这个他··是人都想要吧··

希望大家找点找到自己的那个他··

day by day ~

2010-04-09T08:17:00.000-07:00

On the way went to the guy house..

The time when i meet that traffic ~

Just take a few snap there..damn bored when drove alone..

So..don't blame me ..was narcissism ..

heehee..

have class 5 days in the weeks..

it's called tired?or its enrich ?

whatever ..i need to enjoy and work hard in my college life..

Suddenly i felt that the time was over quickly ..

guy ~ we are going to 1 month after 2 weeks d..

the thing came too fast~but please don't let it gone as !

and my test 1 its around the corner ..

GOD!!!who come for save me?

Aikz..T.T

An accident was happen on today ..

when we break after ours marketing class..

all planed to take our lunch together..

but we separate few car there..

Its luckily..nobody is hurt..

just the car most pity..

Viva [ the people who the 1st litigant]passenger

Vios [ the first victim]inti student

kelisa [ the 2nd victim]inti student

after the viva was hit on the vios ..vios was rotated 360"

hit back the kelisa which was back at the vios..

damn stimulate and danger at the time..

still heavy rain there..

So..attention to all..drive carefully..

before went back..

taken dinner with my dear at auto city..

dinner equal to dessert + meal

after our dinner at ice ice baby~just join with dear's friend to old town

have our meal~..

hm..tasty..but i more like that coklat with hagadazz~

dear..i knew you was tired for fetched me back..

today have a happy dinner with you..Muackz.. ❤
drive carefully always ^^

2010-04-07T07:28:00.000-07:00

柒··

彤想说··

其实真的··我喜欢你··

当你牵着我的手-让我觉得有一种莫名的幸福感··

当你说你会读我的心-你还真的一直读对了··我把心让你读了··

当你写了很多告诉我，你不会轻易离我而去-其实我很开心··

当你说我爱你··-我真的觉得··我很幸福··

当你对我的关心呵护··-终于··我找到一个··我觉得对的人··

当我假装生气时··那时你的认真-让我害怕我真的会生气··

当我决定和你一起后··-我就没想过要去后悔什么··

当我对你说我也爱你时-我真的爱你··因为··我不会轻易对一个人爱你··

当你让我觉得··你没那么信我··-其实我会伤心··

你说的··我都记得··我没忘记一切··

我把你说的东西·都放在心上了··

我选择了··我相信你··试着去知道··什么是永远··虽然我不信··

但是··是你··我会试着去了解··

当我害怕时··你说你会陪着我··

我希望你真的一直在我身边··

我要你和我一起··

想说··柒我❤你··真的··

2010-04-03T18:51:00.000-07:00

清明节··

和以前一样··都和家人一大清早就去坟地··

拜公公婆婆··

爸爸把我叫醒来··冲了凉··

就去了··

一切好好的··

谁知道··

过后的我··

竟然··

又再一次来了··

不是胃痛··

我却宁愿他是胃痛··

我最恨的··胃抽经··

开心吗··

后悔了··我昨天说的话··

今天身体又这样··

怎么搞的··

我不想再看到那医生了··

心情很低落··

突然好想失去了方向··

我到底应该吗？

还是别理了··？

对不起··让你们担心了··

决定权在我自己··

我会去选择··

你们不懂那报告出来时的可怕··

我不想知道··

那是我不要的结果··

2010-04-02T17:23:00.000-07:00

P.name922726

tired day~

2010-03-26T09:49:00.000-07:00

After this few day..

Study -ING..

was day by day..

the scary for it..its nearly and nearly to me..

started feel have some nervous with that~

when i cant understand what was them had teach..

Aikz..i think i should work hard..

more and more..

friend..i miss you all..

when we can meet up again?

xu~Huii~Sun!!

next monday hope we can meet out~

i really miss you girl..

miss when we were school time..

gossip time..crazy time..funny time..

huii was the most crazy girl there..

Sun..still remember your scream ...

I wont forgot it..

Xu.your 's korea star..

Gie..your big mouth ..

i have remember and memorise it..

And somemore..

the people ...you know who you are..

Guy..i feel i MISS YOU..

Have to stop here..MUakzz...

who am i loving?

2010-03-24T08:00:00.000-07:00

who i'm loving ??

sobzzz

2010-03-17T02:47:00.000-07:00

HEY!

Girl..Not the way trying to evade now..

face all the thing ..

please be courageous..

what is independent?

why you make yourself so embarrassed..

You guy ..Please stop telling me about that! okay..

the true i told myself..

NOW!!!I just hope i get simple happy ..

okay?i want the life like that..

And ..YOU!!!

please ..thinking about me..

what am i feel ..

when you said the thing ..

consider my feeling..

i'll respect you.that why i just keep quite..

I have to choose my future ..my life..

i knew all you said was good for me..

so ..i heard..

please change yours attitude..

say that real..

You never understand me..

just always misunderstand me..

should i say anything?

even..i wont say a word ..

love you my dad..

you will never knew how painful ..

when i'm gastric..

the thing you dint saw it..

please..keep quite..

i dint ask for yours help!

just like that i need.

i will try to solve by mind ..

Ting: thank you a lot..

most love you d..

my girl..

just only you knew me ..

thank for told my dad the thing..

i'll go for C on the date..i promise you b4..

HOWEVER I WILL BE NOTHING..

and thank to help me ...

keep as secret..

I miss you girl..

My stomach!

non matter let me gastric..

why i feel my body become weakness again..

SCARE!!!

i feel i hate be independent again..

when i'm in painful..

GOD!!!

15.3.10..

2010-03-15T09:46:00.000-07:00

今天去gurney看了我想看的3D电影··

其实是我没看过3D所以想说好奇那是怎么样的··

5点，7点有一场··

我们去到哪里··都已经要四点半了··

幸运的我们··竟然买到2张在上面的票呢···

去吃了些东西··就去看咯··

原来3D眼镜还蛮重一下··

小柒还说鼻子好像很重去呢··

哈哈···这是真的··

不懂别人会不会以为我们在哭呢··

又咳嗽，又伤风的··哈哈··

看完了··就打算去吃东西咯··

这个有心人··

其实你让我惊喜下··

怎么会有我名字··

还真的不舍得喝呢·

谢谢你哦··

小柒

^.^

因为我们两个都要当乖小孩··

早早就要回家咯··

这感冒，咳嗽，加上那『性感』的声音··

最好还是盖着嘴巴呢··

哈哈··

就这样拍了一张照片··

其实今天我也很开心··

谢谢你哦··

That all~

2010-03-14T09:25:00.000-07:00

Just put off the photo that day we capture..

I'm driving actually..BUT..Its stop for traffic ~

Winnie there

This was the Girl who always like act her self cute d ..XIA

Yor,,this leng lui ne~Fish

This chubby girl~L.Ying

3 of us..Cool girl.. EE ning there..

HIGH!!!Singing i'm!

From high to short..

heeee~

SPM result

2010-03-12T09:16:00.000-08:00

日过过得很快··

转眼我就拿了spm成绩··

拿了成绩后的我们··

开心得当庆祝··伤心得当发泄··

彤啊彤··你是怎么样的心情··

不会说呢··

开心的半玩伴发泄··的一天··

我病了··

哈哈··

突然要面对未来了··

而未来就很接近··

那我该怎么办呢··

真的该好好想想了··

等伍爸爸和伍哥哥··

他们回来了··

想说和他们讨论··

结果··看自己··

累咯···最近驾车驾到不想··

能的话多想··不用我自己驾车呢··

可是很难吧··

唉··生活···

今天第一天在fair工作··

其实··还蛮不错啦··

至少··我怎么说都还蛮容易参人··

呵呵··所谓平易近人嘛··

【呵呵】

但是看到了他们···

又让我回忆不该的··回忆··

痛了下··

告诉自己··会过去的··

加油··

谢谢陪我的人··

Wish~

2010-03-09T06:36:00.000-08:00

Quite..I'm expressing what that I want ..

I wish It ..can really achieve..

I'm weary with unpleasant 's life..

I want escape from it..

the new life..can I without it..

should be remove that..

I hate it..

Please far away from me..

I gonna go on my new life..

cheer up girl..

Its will be better day by day..

2010-03-06T12:23:00.000-08:00

开心还没来完··

又被一次带走··

好累哦··

心累咯··

懒惰咯··

对不起咯··

我也不想的··

哈···

以上皆废话··没人看得懂··【自己懂罢了】

一早带着单纯想要开心的过着一天··

去到education fair..

拿了一堆的资料··

还没能作决定···

烦恼哦··

赶回来··工作咯··

超多人··不懂是不是有节目的关系··

这份工··或许··不久了··

原本以为消遣时间··

让·····的我··

现在我却舍不得那里的朋友们··

单纯的找工··

却让我自己变得那么舍不得···

恩··

离开总需离开··

不懂何时··

dai lou~

今天帮你庆祝··

真的冒险了··

第一次··在那么多球里站那么久··

我有多怕没人懂··

习惯啦··

那感觉···

没人会理会··

哈哈···

i'm back~

2010-03-04T08:40:00.000-08:00

Hey I'm back .. you guy got miss me?

almost 1 month i leave here^^

The day by day ..

passed two month ago~

my life ?

Yeah baby~

life is become more interesting ?

I hope it..

It 'll be !

The day will coming ~

What i Gonna be?

The day passed ..was happened a lot of thing ><

Suddenly i miss Chocolate Cream Chips..

Take it today...

Heart suddenly feel painful with that~

when i knew it~haaa

stop breaking..

enough girl..

Love myself..

Cheer~~

Muackz ~for mine::

And who Just lost the half ~